I'm not good with introductions.
It almost always come out wrong.
My words are slurred and twisted.
But I guess I could try.

Ariel Villanueva
18 years old
A PERFECT NUTTER.

With enough time eventually we all see what was right in front of us. And realize no matter how long it took, it was worth the wait. But for some, that time never comes. Instead of healing old wounds, the wait just open new ones. Time after time. - Gossip Girl

Jodie Rose
Maria Rina
Patricia Alyanna
Gabrielle Nicole

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Doughnutface
Overratedhappiness
Blowofmercy
Ariel.Veellanueva
Strokeofgrace

I HONESTLY NEED TO FIND THAT ONE FRIEND WHO WILL TALK TO ME AND TELL ME WHAT I CAN DO. SHOW ME THE OPTIONS AT LEAST. I NEED HER NOW BECAUSE EVERYTHING'S MESSED UP AND I JUST FELL IN THIS HOLE I CAN'T PULL MYSELF OUR OF. I REALLY NEED HER.

I DON'T NEED JUDGEMENT, I DON'T NEED SOMEONE WHO WILL TELL MORE HOW MESSED UP I AM. AND I DON'T NEED SOMEONE WHO WILL TELL ME THAT'S I'M SCREWED OR THAT I SCREWED THINGS UP BADLY. I JUST NEED HER TO LISTEN. I JUST NEED HER.

PLEASE, I NEED HER TO UNDERSTAND THAT I CAN'T KEEP IT INSIDE ANY LONGER. I NEED HER TO UNDERSTAND WHY I DID IT AND I NEED HER TO HELP ME.

I NEED HER TO SLAP INTO MY FACE THE TRUTH AND I NEED HER TO MAKE ME ACCEPT THE FATE OF THE THINGS THAT I HAVE TO DO. I NEED HER TO HELP ME UNDERSTAND THAT I AM NOT ALONE. I DON'T CARE IF SHE CURSES ME, SLAP ME, CALL ME STUPID, I JUST WANT HER TO TELL ME AND WAKE ME UP. I NEED TO TELL ME THAT SHE WILL BE THERE NO MATTER WHAT TO MAKE ME FEEL SAFE.