I'm not good with introductions.
It almost always come out wrong.
My words are slurred and twisted.
But I guess I could try.

Ariel Villanueva
18 years old
A PERFECT NUTTER.

With enough time eventually we all see what was right in front of us. And realize no matter how long it took, it was worth the wait. But for some, that time never comes. Instead of healing old wounds, the wait just open new ones. Time after time. - Gossip Girl

Jodie Rose
Maria Rina
Patricia Alyanna
Gabrielle Nicole

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Doughnutface
Overratedhappiness
Blowofmercy
Ariel.Veellanueva
Strokeofgrace

A day has never meant so much so me as every 29th of the month; although, I have to admit, I am starting to forget. Not because I have found someone else, but because I grew tired of waiting and wanting too much. And to sound not too emotional, I simply realized that I needed to do this for myself.

Me being done and getting tired doesn’t mean I hate you or I like you any less. I just have to start calling the shots for myself. I just need to move away from everything you are and everything i loved about you. I am simply getting up and having a life, the way you have and own yours. I need to stop building my life, my decisions or my heart around you.

I still want to be the person you can turn to when you need someone to boost your ego, thought it will be hard to keep myself from talking to you; this simply has got to happen. I don't know how I'll be for the next months because my day does not end without checking your facebook. It's going to be awkward, but it's a step I have to make to jumpstart my life.

I have to thank you, though. You have made three summers of my life seriously unforgettable even if mostly, I just annoy you with my nonsense. It sucks that I had to over think when you're around, but you know what, it made me make less mistakes. There are many things I need to thank you for and I may not remember every memory, conversation, status, shirt, hair, song, joke, day, speech, comment, photo, everything I love and know about you is always on replay in my head.

So, if there's one thing you are, you are my worst sickness yet the best medicine at the same time.