I'm not good with introductions.
It almost always come out wrong.
My words are slurred and twisted.
But I guess I could try.

Ariel Villanueva
18 years old
A PERFECT NUTTER.

With enough time eventually we all see what was right in front of us. And realize no matter how long it took, it was worth the wait. But for some, that time never comes. Instead of healing old wounds, the wait just open new ones. Time after time. - Gossip Girl

Jodie Rose
Maria Rina
Patricia Alyanna
Gabrielle Nicole

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Overratedhappiness
Blowofmercy
Ariel.Veellanueva
Strokeofgrace

today is borderline 2008 and 2009. so make sure you PARTY HARD because it's new year's ROCKIN' eve!

but before we go and start a new year, i have something. it's really cute and you know how much i love miley cyrus and so i found this really cute picture of her and her rumored boyfriend justin gaston who is btw, really hot. and they looked really lovely and they really like each other regardless of age. suddenly i sound so cliche. sorry. so here's the awesome picture.






i love you and that's all i really know.

of the month.

it's the 29th and same as the other months, i am celebrating or maybe not, a month that is all about my year/month-long misery.

well, it's almost new year and i plan to forget and move on. but unfortunately, things just keep reminding me.

to be honest, i forgot all about the 29th ritual i have but for some weird reason he kept popping up like when rina and i were talking and she suddenly felt like asking about him.

i am not pissed or anything. i guess its a part of it and its the part i need to resist. remembering him.







i never knew i could feel that much and that's the way i loved you.

my holidays were plain, simple and boring. and i don't intend to expound on that. i spent the past few weeks on lots of random things. from transformers to taylor swift and everything in between.

p.s. amypy, it's safe with me and it's never gone. you're just starting over and it's hard to pick things up from where you left off.

and i am crushing on a guy again, one of those movie boys, a brit. his name is alex pettyfer and he appeared on Wild Child with emma roberts. i love the film and i love emma roberts with brown hair.

FALALALALA LALALALA.

and it's ampy's birthday!


holy cow! our short hair days.

i think the message is pretty simple. so MERRY CHRISTMAS sunshines!
love, love, love ya'll!



-ARIEL

OMFFFFFFFFFFG! Robert Pattinson is SO HOT! yes, i have been crushing on him since his cedric diggory days. especially with the new haircut. yes, i sound so gay but he's so hot. i think you need to see it for yourself, so here it is!





it made me scream.

i watched transformers and i am so crushing on Shia Labeouf.

as much as i love breaks, what i hate most about it is the part where i lived the pig-life. you know, not stop eating and endless blowing up. i hate this though, i have to admit eating is just so tempting. er.

i have unli for the next 4 or 5 days and i have been bugging people. first time ko mag gm e.







you were everything to me i was begging you please don't go.

it was our last day and it was fun. mass in the morning then christmas party with the party animals. after class/party, we went to mcdonalds and i ate and monay and marian and rina then we went to odessa's house and watched A VERY SPECIAL LOVE. ang hot ni john lloyd! btw, thanks sa lahat ng nagregalo! love, love, love.


watch it! super funny lalo na yung 1:51.








i've been missing you crazy

when physics killed brains. seriously, as lame as it sounds, physics almost killed me. on the second thought, actually it did. it was effin' hard. plus english was long. it wasn't so hard but it was freakin' long!

it's my mom's birthday, so

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!

today was supposed to be shakey's day and ampy gave in to our constant pushing and she treated us, well them. but something went wrong and i just decided to go home and do gift shopping.


i don't give a shit if this works out or not, again. but it probably will. screw the overly sensitive me.







i'm sick and tired of you and your temper.

TRIGO is holy crap! that's all i can say and that's probably all you need to know. pinoy was okay except for the balangkas making and the essay part. i used to like essays because its the only part you can kiss ass but essays now a days are freakin' hard!

jodie and i made epal in rina and sienna's tutor. it was fun and educational pero nakakahiya kasi napagalitan si sienna. SORRY sienna!

here's another bomb, physics.






now you're half way out the door

economics and religion is not the best combination. trust me, a subject with lots of memorization plus a subject with lots of figuring out because apparently the teacher is useless is not good.

i stayed up all night studying balance of payments and taxes and i studied, well read religion handouts and it made my head bleed. "bastardization"? WTF? fyi, imbento ni sir dm yan.

i went home late because i had to learn trigo and i did not. sorry Marian! pero may natutunan ako kahit papano. though i can't answer the problem sets. plus i don't know what pangalang diwa and pandiwari is. so good luck sakin!






the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart.

i don't really feel the whole exam thing because i haven't studied yet. but i since i am not studying, yet, i will have an all nighter, definitely. so wish me luck and prepare for my wake.

hell is near, it's exam week and i am preparing to rot in stress and pressure. not to mention PHYICS and TRIGO. holy crap!

i know i'm being too dramatic but i hate the exams. obviously right? who like them anyway?






i remember 'till i cry.

who said thinking is not hard and exhausting?

OH MY LORD! too much school works! i hate it but i have to finish.

today was all boring and eye straining and draining. i had to glue my butt on the chair and stick my eyes on the screen plus i had to squeeze my brains for ideas and things.

what i hate more about too much work is that it is exhausting and it makes me eat a lot.







i don't let nobody see me wishing he was mine.

first of all,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAYLOR SWIFT!



second,

i have a new multiply skin. to all my friends, check it out. i love it so much. obviously.



third,

pushing daisies is love! the 10th episode is better than 90210. i swear!

spoilers! (for those who watch):

ned's dad is BACK! still, chuck's dad is gone.



lastly,

gossip girl, is so CHUCK. if bart didn't die, then that episode sucked. seriously. the serena-dan-and-aaron drama is starting to bore people. but i love the whole cyrus-waldorf wedding! and chuck's unexpected visit to blair and his sudden disappearance. BLAIR said i love you to chuck but chuck said too bad.

fyi, CHUCK is super hot.













The real problem is that she's in love with you.

i woke up at 8:20 and went to school at 10:00. i thought they were having english and i said, "ma, 10 na lang ako papasok. english lang naman. ayoko magenglish e". when i went to school, i went straight to mrs. S. i was so clueless as to why she was so worried then the words "mastery test" shocked me like lightning. i said "fuck! mastery nga pala ngayon! CRAP!" i think it was the last test already and i refuse bug them while they were taking the exam. so i locked myself in one of the cubicles in the basement restroom and i waited 'till the exam is done.

we had the palihan prep for our "post" christmas party. then the rest was normal. had a quiz in physics, i stayed up all night studying for it and it was okay. SANA LANG PUMASA AKO. again, the rest was normal and boring.

after class, i told myself i would not eat mcdonalds and if i would, i limit myself to sundae cones. but of course i did not do that. i ate the chicken fillet meal, a sundae cone and i took home a cheeseburger. i spent the whole afternoon with rina and sienna and jodie, as always. then when we were tired of mcdonalds, we went to atok (rina and sienna's tutor) and i ate 4 chicken balls and 20 fishballs. oo, matakaw. then we went up and talked about random stuff and nalibre ako ng coke! sa sobrang katuwaan ko sa coke sabi ko "mageenroll na ako next quarter!". then rina's sundo picked her up and i went home.

pam's hair was shocking. i mean i couldn't say its not nice kasi she looks good pa din naman. so pam, long hair or short, ILY! and marlo too, ang ikli ng buhok mo!

happy birthday cupmas and belle!






you smile and you make my life complete

mcdo thursday

i spent after class hours with rina, sienna and jodie at macdonalds. darn that mcdonalds. i went in there with 400 and i went out with 200. darn! i know, spent a lot. understand that i went to school not eating breakfast and lunch so yes, i ate a lot.

the afternoon was boring. pinoy long quiz was okay. it was the only freakin reason why i went to school. still it was boring. who knew that even half day classes could be torture. try staying awake in a period of trigo and two periods of TLE.

the day is still boring and tomorrow is mastery test.




you loved yourself more than you could ever love me

hinde ko gets bakit ang aga ko nagigising kahit sobrang late na ako matulog.

er. boring. wala akong magawa. i have classes later and i'm wasting time.





you tell me that you love me then cut me down.

the reatreat was freakin boring. sumayaw ka ba naman ng dalawang araw. er. though masaya yung breaks kasi nasipa ni rina yung, nevermind. tapos hinde ako nakatulog. haha.






we'll sing hallelujah

okay, feeler me. i love brandon flowers. and yes, i have blogged about it like a million times. but i really love him.

Human


* he's the effin' hot vocalist of the killers and this is their new single "Human" from their new album "Day and Age".


ILY BRANDON FLOWERS!



"cause i'm mr.brightside

ang sakit ng katawan ko. pesteng suongan yan. (oo, stc word yan which mean tug-of-war in the real world. mga pauso. tss). i think ang napanalunan lang namin is second place sa relay.

ang loser nung palaro, kasi half day tapos dalawang game lang. sobrang wow, so challenging.

i have come to realize na super boring ng buhay ko. same old same. as in walang kwenta. and feeling ko bipolar ako. sobrang weird ko. peste.

ayoko ng simulan magkwento tungkol sa linggo ko kasi boring at sobrang walang kwenta.

ewan ko ba feeling ko naiiwanan na ako ng oras. anyway, nahanap ko na yung id ko. haha. yun lang.

wala na ako masabi. peste.

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taylor video of the week.

Thanksgiving break and The Academy Is...


thanksgiving video.

i lost my id. er. i know it sucks. hinde pa man din ako sanay na walang id. er. i noticed na sobrang tamad ko mag aral these days kasi parang hinde ako nakikinig ang all i ever do is eat and/or sleep and/or read eclipse. oo alam ko na napaka responsable ko. lunch was fun super!



my new seatmate was laughing hard kaninang physics kasi i was sleeping in a very weird way. dapat may training kami pero nacancel so super bonding kami ni pam, ana and marlo. btw, ILY! kumain kami sa labas then naglaro kami ng tiyakad tsaka ng damo sa lawn. nakita ko na yung class mag and ang cute niya though may problem ako kasi bakit 3rd lang si robert pattinson tapos 2nd si chris tiu? hinde joke lang. as long as number one si CHUCK BASS, masaya na ako.

er. marlo! big shocker yun! yung virgin eyes ko!

ana, ang cute NIYA pero wrong girl. haha. ang cute niyo din ni pam dun sa psdc pic! haha ang cute niyo.

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gossip girl is forever love! though mejo disappointing siya pero i still love watching it. chuck is so effing hot! sorry but i'm too lazy to spoil. haha. though naspoil ko na kanina na namatay si bart. sorry trix! but the bottom line is ang hot no CHUCK BASS!

blair: then what do we have chuck? you tell me.
chuck: TONIGHT. so shut up and dance with me.

I LOVE!

i'm about to do something stupid and i so wish this works out.

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i have got an experiment to finish, 2 long ang 2 short quizzes to review.

today was fun. the end at least. we had our elective exams and god knows how much we sucked. i tried to not think of him but i failed. i had the shoot for elective music video and we had training.

marlo, ILY and your B! so sweet! i so hate all the moving away thingy. but i have to try.

ana, ILY too and uh. i have nothing. ILY!

pam, ILY too! sobrang sorry and we miss you!

nica! i miss you. er.

no not me!

question, don't you have like a single originality bone left? first katy now LP? what the ef? try to find your thing!




er. F!

er. why katy? of all the freakin people in the world, why her?

this week was crap and was so boring. i swear.

nothing much except for the whole idea 2 madness. ILY pam, ana and marlo and roch and MIYUKI. ayan masaya ka na? we need you ate tet! just in case you see it.

saturday was fun thanks ode and jodie. rina okay lang yan. we bought ballers for us, wait is that how you spell it?

sunday and monday was normal. nothing really happened. i watched hairspray and shit, zac efron was so effin' hot. i swear.

rina, i'm always here for you. i will help you. you will forget and move on and she will come back and beg for you. THAT WAS A JOKE. but i'm always here.


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i think this time, it must happen. but then again, i might still be lying. i should let it all down. i am so sick of always hanging on having to wait for you and over analyze myself just so i won't embarrass myself. i am so sick of wanting to be the right one hoping to reach your sky-high standards. i hate what i have become. i have tried to be someone for you and you still don't seem to see me. not who i was and unfortunately not who i've become for you.

why was it so hard to see that you mean so much to me?

from this day on, i will make sure that you mean NOTHING to me. i'm gonna kick ass, move on and forget about you.

"im gonna find someone some day who might actually treat me well." - taylor swift

hopefully PETER PAN dies as i close my eyes and start to pull myself up finally.

yes. taylor and katie.

this is the break-up video. the doll part is so funny!

November 11th.


this was late pero super cute niya!

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