I'm not good with introductions.
It almost always come out wrong.
My words are slurred and twisted.
But I guess I could try.

Ariel Villanueva
18 years old
A PERFECT NUTTER.

With enough time eventually we all see what was right in front of us. And realize no matter how long it took, it was worth the wait. But for some, that time never comes. Instead of healing old wounds, the wait just open new ones. Time after time. - Gossip Girl

Jodie Rose
Maria Rina
Patricia Alyanna
Gabrielle Nicole

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Doughnutface
Overratedhappiness
Blowofmercy
Ariel.Veellanueva
Strokeofgrace

yesterday was super fun! nag-bonding kami nila jodie and odessa. er. may ginawa kami na hinde ko pa pwedeng ikwento for some weird reason. pero it was fun. THANKS JODES!

its a year and 2 months. still nothing is happening.

i might as well kill myself. er. that was a joke.


FUCK YOU!

KATY,



I EFFIN' LOVE YOU!

*it took me an hour to get these pictures but all it took me was the hot n cold music video, my print screen button and paint.

THIS IS HOW MUCH I'M IN LOVE WITH KATY fucking PERRY.

haha. super late update.

well last week was nothing except for the paascu which is kind of nothing kasi nothing happened. ISANG beses lang kami na observe tapos sobra, sobra pa yung paghahanda namin. er.

pulube kami. and ampi's got a credit card! saya kasi sobrang utangan. POTEK! nag yellow cab and dencio's na kami. haha. super shot gun. nag dencio's kami kasi puno na ang yellow cab. er. feeling mayaman.

trix, I <3 you. sobrang hindi ko napigil. hahaha. SORRY! nagconference kami kaninang rel. haha. nakakatawa.

DORILIE, SOBRANG SORRY! and belated happy retreat sa IV-3!

nasa macdo kami kanina and since pulubi kami ni rina, nag sundae cone na lang kami. haha. tapos sobrang daming subo dun sa chow fan ni jodie tsaka sobrang daming kuha sa fries ni den. haha. salamat nga pala den! okay fc ko. :))

pp, i am getting over you. OO totoo na to.

ang sweet ng nanay ko kasi binilan niya ako ng gummy gummy. hahaha. natawa ako. akala papagalitan nanaman niya ako kasi ang kalat ng bahay. haha.

gagawa pa ako ng physics experiment ko kasi 2 days late na ako.

i know, i was out for a week. super tinatamad lang talaga ako. and as of this moment, i have NOTHING to write/type. fist, nothing special really happened except for the nightly dosage of peter pan. well, gossip girl episode 9 and 10 are not as amazing as the 8th. i am still not done reading eclipse. i'm suddenly in love with taylor swift. and i am tagged by someone i don't know. OH! OH! here's a new thing, I PASSED TRIGO AND PHYSICS! yey-uh!








progress report: i am missing you to death.

taylor swift



this is my favorite. <3 super funny.

katy perry

i loved her in the EMA so cool.

Hot N Cold


she is so cute!

katie white

The Ting Tings -Great DJ


i so love BRANDON FLOWERS, TRACE CYRUS, JARED LETO.

i so crush robert pattinson and zac efron. okay ang cheezy ko na. i know.


I AM SO IN LOVE WITH THEM! i swear.

MELS! happy birthday!

love,love.

guess whose celebrating her sixteenth today.

tah-dah!


JODIE. :D  

yes, it's dorilie!

pam and ana, i am so proud of you two. i know, kip's always the make or break part and since he broke you two its fine. you'll break the curse, eventually. congrats rona and miyuki! and roch and bea! last night was fun even if i slept through the semis. and even though the chicken's so not cooked. and ea and ali, i know ali, i have to be me. i will, maybe. roch i will really figure something out about your guy. haha.

i'm going to be me when i'm with you or when you're around. er. why is it so freakin hard to do that? i want to give up badly, but its hard. i hate it when i look at you just to find out your never really seem to think i exist. but thanks for a lot. you keep me up even if you don't seem to see.

i will find a way without you, hopefully but if i can't i'm sorry. *sigh*

TGIF! first because its the end of the week and second, its saturday tomorrow. i'll be visiting the kids of psdc. er. butterflies. i am so proud of the breaking teams! LOVE, LOVE!







you're clouding up my mind, i know it's not your fault. i'm sorry.

i am so not over the farmer thing. it was so freakin tiring and to think we had regular classes today. er. what kind of life am i living? er. i couldn't move fastly because i feel PAIN.



i wish this ends. all of it.

farmers. yey! pero super tiring. too tired to say anything except that i didn't have boots and i went reaping without them, fyi, my rubber shoes will never be able to function, ever again. FUN!

kebs, excited ako for tomorrow. er. today was fun especially the lunch part. haha. i loved the bagoong, trixie. :))

RINA AND I ARE DONE WITH OUR FILIPINO PAPER! YEY US!

parteh!

well it wasn't easy. imagine how boring it was doing it and how boring it was doing it in TAGALOG. i so suck at it and as lame as it sounds, i think tagalog skill is SO not developed. retard much?

well fyi, I STILL HATE YOU!

yey us rina! i'm just so freakin happy we're done! YEY!

maybe its time i let this go. i mean we all had our time with crushes and they probably ended by now but it kinda seems like mine isn't ending soon. i mean i am so sick of always waiting for him and always starting the conversation, for once i want to be surprised, just a little hello from him is enough. unfortunately that will never happen, know why? because we're just friends and he probably talks to me out of pity. well, here's a thought, maybe were not even friends, its just my stupid brain thinking it and my stupid heart saying it. i'm tired of being miss over-analyzer, always thinking twice, thrice or more than that just so i won't embarass myself. i'm tired of being miss positive always looking for a positive reason why he left, why he won't reply and all that crap and now, i'm starting to think that maybe he really didn't want to talk to me. er. its kind of hard keeping a ym-based relationship and not that type you're thinking. i don't even get why i am so mad at him, he's a good person with a kind heart who will never like me and a bright brain who will never think of me. i feel so low when i think of him. i can never get so comfortable with him because i know i will never be good enough for a smart-ass bastard like him. i didn't even think this thing is going to last for a year and a month. it makes me wanna ask why, WHY YOU? and feels like this, even if i let go, will NEVER END.






i feel so invisible in your eyes.

i am so not ready for school. not now or ever. anyway, happy halloween!

new skin as you can see. this is the best i can go with all the canned skins available online. and i belive i am not capable of making my own which is why i ended up with such skin.

i actually have to start with my filipino paper.





and 90210 is kind of cool.