29 its/i'm/i/it
its been a year since i first felt the beat and i still can't forget about you.
i still can't feel the comfort even now that we're friends.
i still smile every time i listen to the songs you gave me.
i still got the chills every time i hear you sing and see your face.
i still run out of words when i'm talking to you.
i still reminisce those summer nights when we talked and laughed out of boredom.
i still feel as if you were my stress buddy.
i still hesitate to have a conversation with you.
i still feel insecure when i think about how you will never love me.
i still can't force myself to pm you.
i'm still head over heels for you.
i over analyze everything i tell you.
i can't seem to get mad at you.
i always day dream about you.
i still can't understand why of all people you.
i still wait for you to go online.
i don't make gm's and if i do, i only send it to you.
it always takes me a week or two to get over my hang overs of seeing and talking to you.
i can't stand listening to people who's crushing over you.
i always cry when i'm jealous of you and some other girl.
i have always wanted to get your number.
i always stare at your name every time you're online.
i always think about what you're thinking, who you're looking at and when you're around.
i am always amazed by the way you talk.
i always laugh at anything you do effortlessly.
i love your cheezy funny jokes and they get stuck in my mind.
i always think about what i would say to you but i never get to say it.
i always see your face, hear your voice and feel your touch in my sleep.
last and definitely not the least, i never understand why i love you like this and maybe i never will.
first of all, i am so addicted to the twilight series and i so crush edward.
haha.
i'm actually done with twilight i'm reading new moon. i am super excited for the film and some other things.
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anyhoo, movies to watch out for, i only have one and sobrang weird niya. its called little ashes and it has a very odd story. definitely a "to-watch-out-for" film. i think its about gay people. just to make sure i don't spoil anything, its not coming till 2009 so i should probably start rotting. if it will make things any better, its starring robert pattinson, ya know the twilight guy and he's one of the gay guy, i think.
and i know i would sound like a geek but i haven't finished dark knight yet. like i started it and i haven't finished it yet. and i want to watch p.s. i love you and factory girl and sisterhood of the traveling pants 2 and a bunch of stuff.
i'm super excited for the second season of gossip girl, i heard it's scandalous.
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i'll go ahead kasi i have to study for trigo. i'm failing.
and i'll probably not update soon, probably. just an assumption and i hope not but it will most likely happen. but whatever, just watch out for all my crappyness.
