I'm not good with introductions.
It almost always come out wrong.
My words are slurred and twisted.
But I guess I could try.

Ariel Villanueva
18 years old
A PERFECT NUTTER.

With enough time eventually we all see what was right in front of us. And realize no matter how long it took, it was worth the wait. But for some, that time never comes. Instead of healing old wounds, the wait just open new ones. Time after time. - Gossip Girl

Jodie Rose
Maria Rina
Patricia Alyanna
Gabrielle Nicole

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Doughnutface
Overratedhappiness
Blowofmercy
Ariel.Veellanueva
Strokeofgrace

29 Again. Why does this happen? All the time.

Dude, SUPER BORING!

Tragic and desperate measures.

I was reviewing last night then sa reading comprehension for UPCAT, kasama yung CREDENDA, so technically, I HAD to read it. Super ganda niya and it's so true.

WALANG TV! Fudge! Screw global warming, well actually, it was the cause in a more farther degree but the fact is it's still a cause. Haha. Honestly, there's really nothing special about the documentary, An Inconvenient Truth, parang I've seen them all and pictured them all na hindi na ako nashock sa possible resuslts. Naawa lang ako dun sa Polar Bear swimming for ice kasi mahirap din naman lagi kang nasa tubig kung di ka hayop dagat, parang cartoon lang siya and ang cute nung bear tapos parang small as in small ice lang yung babahayan niya dapat, hindi niya siguro nararamdaman na masyadong siyang malaki para dun sa yelo at hindi niya narealize na masyadong maliit yung yelo. That is why the only difference we have from these animals ay nakakapagisip tayo. So treasure it. Basta sobrang nakakaawa yung polar bear. Kaya nga pagkapanood ko nung scene na yun sabi ko ka mama, "MA! YUNG POLAR BEAR! NALULUNOD!" then mama said "O? ANONG GAGAWIN NATIN?. O so syempre hindi ko na sinagot yung nanay ko. Haha. Anyway, back to the no tv--cable, kasi umulan eh yung cable company namin is not functioning that well pag umuulan, e sakto Friday, so next day walang pasok and then the next day, so Monday na lang, tas anak ng tokwa! Wala pa din ang mga hayop.

Eto yung connection ng global warming sa kawalan namin ng cable. Diba summer, dapat hindi umuulan, e umulan tapos and stupid pa ng cable provider namin, no offense, kaya wala kaming cable dahil sa global warming. Kaya yun.

Tinatamad na ako magdebate, feeling masyado akong busy next year to even attend trainings, and masyadong busy studying and preparing for entrace exams. Pero bahala na si batman.

And,

YES, FOURTH YEAR NA AKO NEXT YEAR! (VERY PROUD.)

We have pregnant doggies again. Dati yung nanay lang e ngayon yung nanay at yung anak buntis na! God, good luck naman.

Insomniac na talaga ako, as in I sleep like 6 in the morning tapos gigising ako like 12 to 4 and minsan hindi na ako natutulog. Haha.

'Cause I could go across the world and see everything but never be satisfied, if I couldn't see those eyes.

Happy udpate to me!

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Una sa lahat, JODIE TANEDO! Bakit hindi mo sinabi sakin? Ganyanan na ba?

My life is completely screwed, ewan ko ba parang ngayon i'm starting to regret the decisions I made in terms of friends and the decision to not review in a review center.

In terms of friends, hindi ako nagsisisi na nagpalit ako ng mga kaibigan it's just that I'm expecting a lot from the people I used to call friends. I cared much for them but apparently, they don't care that much for me. I'm happy that i have found 4+3 (figure that one out) of the best people na super effin' extraordinary and sobrang sunshine after the rain. Thanks guys! Though, I really like to pick things up from where we left off, pero I think it's gonna be hard and it's a little too late because they were the first ones to judge me when I actually thought they were going to be the last. Well anyway, no hard feelings, I guess the only thing I picked up from that situation was to never run away from the problem but rather fix it and if I could I would fix it.

In terms of review, wala akong pera.

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This week was a mess. Haha.

First, meeting with mom's Korean friends. Shet, ang touchy ng mga Koreans and Nica, KOREANS! Haha. Second is, mom's first day as an official probationer. Kaya MESS talaga.

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Gusto ko nang lumabas. As in shet! JODIE, RINA, ODESSA, AMPI, NICA, PAM, ALI, Trixie and everybody else! Miss ko na kayo!

Yo! Ger-bear!

Hahaha. 8Th it is! I wish you knew. :P

Fifth tiger. <3

Sana nagpunta ako para nakita kita. Ang hot mo daw e.

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This is how it goes:

– Share 8 things that your readers don’t know about you.
– Then at the end you tag 8 other bloggers to keep the fun going.
– Each blogger must post these rules first.
– Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
– Bloggers who are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
– At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
– Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog.

8 random facts:

1. I have a Myspace account which consist of bands, singers and models as my friends or contacts.

2. Honestly, I can live without my phone but not without my computer and television.

3. I'm genetically a sucker at math. The doctor named my mother said, it's psychological. They said I fear numbers.

4. If mothers are protective of their daughters and won't let them drink, mine is nowhere near protective and won't let me drink. She even forces me to drink because she'd rather know that I drink in front of her than I drink behind her back and because of few more reasons.

5. My mother calls me baby. My sister and I calls each other bitch, sometimes. And my mother, my sister and I call each other different names.

6. I love kids but I don think I would ever want to give birth because of fucking TLE.

7. I'm not a big fan of emoticons but if I use them, you caught me in a good mood and normally, I just use them on three people only. Nica, Pam and... figure it out.

8. I'm a cry baby, I always cry when watching movies and even in speeches. I cried when I watched Juno and when I watched Nick Jonas on diabetes type 1 speech.

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Tag: Jodie, Rina, Trixie, Ali, Pam, Nica, Tiger and P (as if!).

Rules:

- Choose a singer / band
- Answer using ONLY the titles of that singer's / band's songs
- Tag 6 more people

TOKIO HOTEL (Jonas Brothers dapat ilalagay ko kaso too much na yun.)

1. Are you a male or a female? Dear Jamie,

2. Describe yourself. Underdog

3. What do people feel when they're around you? Beautiful Mess

4. How would you describe your previous relationship? Something Everyday

5. Describe you current relationship. Extraordinary

6. Where would you want to be now? Year 3000

7. How do you feel about love? Heels Over Head

8. What's your life like? It's Only Life

9. What would you ask for if you had only one wish? Magic

10. Say something wise. Don't stop to ask you've got to find a way to break at last.

Tag: Tina, Jodie, Trixie, Ali, Pam and Nica

Honestly, i don't get the point of drinking and showing off. I mean I stopped for three pathetic yet sensible reasons. First is I already lost myself over a tower of strong ice and I swore to God I'll never drink again. I mean it's not just the typical "losing-myself" situation that you know of, try throwing up, you'll really never drink again trust me or at least by the time you drink again, you'll never throw up ever again or when you're like 50 or 60. Second is health issues, try living in a house where everyone drinks on a daily basis, pare sunong atay na ang pamilya ko. Lahat iinumin kiber kung hard o beer. Third is I don't want to die, I mean drinking actually takes away years of my life so maybe I'll resume my drinking when I'm like 40 or 50 years old or when I'm a little ready to die.

I mean smoking and drinking actually decreases your lifespan and it's very poser like at my age, which I realized when I stopped. (I DON'T SMOKE) I mean why drink and show off? Does that make you look cool or does that give you the sense of maturity? I mean I really don't get it. What do you get for running away from your problems. Well, it sure does not give you comfort because waking up to problems surely is not comfortable at all.

I've heard of the Manila Socialites scandal, the whole Brian Gorrell issue.

Who knew, inside the notorious socialite circle of manila, lies the different scandals, addiction and faux.

Googled and read up Brian Gorrell's blog-- the Gucci gang faux, the cocaine friends, Celine Lopez, Tim Yap and Dj Montano. Haha. Pare malupet, sobrang totoo siya or at least sobrang mukang totoo. Convincing.

"I feel the weakness coming on, never felt so good to be so wrong."

First entry for April! Congrats me!

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April 7, 2008, Swing Out Sister!

Yes I know, they're old but they're classic and super good. THE best jazz band.

"If you should ever change mind I'll be there just call my name, just call until then I'll be playing the waiting game."

Their songs are kinda hard to find specially the ones from their new album but my mom got her CD last night I think, just this week and super ganda. Sobrang timeless nila and sobrang ganda pa din ni Corinne kahit ang tanda na niya.

The bob, the bangs, the bangles, the leggings, the suit.



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I was watching TV kanina tapos nakita ko yung commercial ng global warming and it said "global warming is not cool". Parang DUH! Who the hell thinks global warming is fucking cool?

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I watched Juno last night, again. I think I watched it for the 3rd time already. Sobrang cute pa din ni Bleeke and Juno.

"He's the cheese to my macaroni." -- JUNO

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I have been gone for a while because first, nothing exciting has ever happened in my summer, so far and I'M TAMAD. Haha. The classic palusot, which is true. Not the palusot but the tamad part, I mean it's not my palusot, it's the real reason. First kasi mainit, FUCK and second kung sa states may spring cleaning, ako naman, I'm doing summer cleaning and I'm reviewing.

I think insomniac na ako kasi I don't sleep at a reasonable hour, just like before pero kasi yung before, mejo tolerable pa considering na summer and diba talagang late natutulog, e ngayon kasi I'm sleeping like 5 or 6 in the morning then I wake up at 1 sometimes 4 in the afternoon. Haha.

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Screw rice shortage, global warming and price hike!