I'm not good with introductions.
It almost always come out wrong.
My words are slurred and twisted.
But I guess I could try.

Ariel Villanueva
18 years old
A PERFECT NUTTER.

With enough time eventually we all see what was right in front of us. And realize no matter how long it took, it was worth the wait. But for some, that time never comes. Instead of healing old wounds, the wait just open new ones. Time after time. - Gossip Girl

Jodie Rose
Maria Rina
Patricia Alyanna
Gabrielle Nicole

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Doughnutface
Overratedhappiness
Blowofmercy
Ariel.Veellanueva
Strokeofgrace

Haha. Basta yun na yun. Hindi ko siya namimiss actually, Haha. Basta yun. Ewan ko nga kung meron pa pero I'm sure pag nakita ko nanaman yun nako mababaliw nanaman ako. Tssss.

God, forgive me for eating beef, wala kasing pagkain dito sa bahay e, and please, punish the bumbays for ever opening on holy week and serving beef only. Amen.

Sobrang tinamad ako. As in dapat magoonline ako pero sabi ko mamaya na hanggang sa hindi ko na nagawa. Hahaha.


TAMAD ME.

Tamad and very un-Christian like. Haha. Pero I broke the very bad sleeping habit. Yey! Haha.

I repeat,

Tamad.

Talk about staying up late I mean as late as 3 am. Boring, yes, pero that's what happens when you can't fall asleep. Haha. Well some are keeping me awake and thanks guys. I hope I can break this bad sleeping habits kasi it's really not nice. Pero it weird kasi, I wake up at a reasonable hour like 8 to 9 am.

I'm missing Nica, Pam, Ali and everybody else badly! Rawr!

Love you guys! See ya soon!

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And then there's the greeting, 7th! VEGGIE SHREDDER! Hahaha. See you soon din!

S! 7th na! Hahaha. Cool! Haha. Sobrang shet naman, magpakita ka na!

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Bangag and tired. Kumain nanaman ako ng balot at take note, DALAWA! Haha. CHOLESTEROL pare! Sakit sa puso, here I come! Haha.

I find this summer problematic in a lot of ways and reasons which will never be mentioned nor talked about.

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May twin multiply ako! Haha si soulmeyt!

Pareho kami ng multiply theme. Dapat kasi si rina din e kaso ayaw niya!

I forgot who died and who was buried though, I know she's my lola, so for that I'M SORRY LOLA!

It was hot sa probinsya kasi walang buildings don to like block the sun and sobrang wala akong nagawa kundi kumain at manood ng boxing.

Apparently, debating is a family thing.

Tsss.

Anyway, it was freakin' HOT and wala akong load! Nakakainis.

Er, balot! First time ko kainin yung buong balot pero syempre walang shell. As in kinain ko yung chick. Yes, I know ang gross pero that's the main essence of eating balot, eating the CHICK.

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Its my ate's 23rd birthday! Happy birthday you old....! Haha.

To all the seniors (as in lahat, kebs kung saang school ka) :

THANK YOU! GOODBYE and HAVE A GREAT LIFE!

Good luck sa college! Haha.

I wish you all the BEST and all the WORST! Haha.

But most of all,

I LOVE YA'LL

Clearance day!

Dapat kasi cleared na ako kahapon pa, e tong mga teachers na to ayaw magsipirmahan. Psh!

So i went to school today.

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I'm Lucy's little memory keeper. Hahaha

I went to Nica's house to help her get ready of her senior's night. I was supposed to go home like 12 pero I went home like 6. Hahahaha. Nica and I watched P's videos while I was doing her curls. Hahaha. Lucy talaga!

LAST EXAM! Hahaha. Chemistry and English.

And it's the last day!

I went home early kasi wala sa mood maglayas so I'm stuck at home. I was waiting for one person na hindi naman nagonline! Thanks a!

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Wala akong mushy message. Too tamad.

Eye strains, sobrang STRESS!!So mejo mahirap ang Geom and I'm failing it parang hello third year ulit! Nakakainis.

SA WAKAS! My beadle responsiblities will soon be over! I've been waiting and dying for this day. OA! Imagine, tagacollect lang dapat ako tapos biglang naging iba ang definition ng beadle -- yaya ni Sir DM-slash-Religion teacher. Bakit ba kasi siya nalaglag or whatever? Bakit pa nabandage yung kamay nun e?

PE and Music notes, gagawa pa ba ako ng sa tle? Hahaha. Yun na lang incomplete ko! Yes!

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So nag-give in nanaman ako sa temptation. Hahaha.

I promised myself exclusivity to this blog, no tagboards and links but as you can see (scroll it!) I have the two things I promised never to put in this blog. Hahaha.

Soon, pag nagsawa ako mawawala din yan. LOL.

Until then, guys, COMMENT AWAY!

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Parang ako lang ang hindi stressed sa Chem knowing na ang scope ng exam ay first to fourth. Hahaha. Sabi ni Beyiia na sabi ni Sir Macky magfocus sa fourth quarter. Hahaha. Okay, baka wrong info yun.

Screw scientific calculators, dahil sa punyetang sci. cal. na yan, nagkakagulo ang bahay namin!

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Anong scope ng english exam? (Clearly, I'm a very good and responsible student. Hahaha.)

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One more day, just ONE more day and all this CRAP will end! Hahaha.

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I am sooooo NOT looking forward to 4th year lalo na sa COLLEGE!

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STRESS!

Seniors, a day left till senior's night and 15 days left till GRADUATION! LOVE, LOVE seniors! (Ali and the iv3 seniors!)

Wait, bago ko makalimutan,

TIGER, happy 4th! Hahaha. Hahit stressed ako naalala ko and ang hot mo kahit may sakit ka! Get well soon! Hahaha.

Temporarily gone. LOL.

First day pa lang sabaw na!

Hang over! Everything I do and everywhere I go I am constantly reminded of PP, in details. It's like nakikita ko pa rin sya na nangyayari. Okay, ang weird ko.

I'll be gone for 2 more days or maybe not. I am weird and so random, and now we all know.

Here's to the kids.

The kids who would rather spend their night with a bottle of coke & Patrick or Sonny playing on their headphones than go to some vomit-stained high school party.

Here's to the kids whose 11:11 wish was wasted on one person who will never be there for them.

Here's to the kids whose idea of a good night is sitting on the hood of a car, watching the stars.

Here's to the kids who never were too good at life, but still were wicked cool.

Here's to the kids who listened to Fall Out boy and Hawthorne Heights before they were on MTV...and blame MTV for ruining their life.

Here's to the kids who care more about the music than the haircuts.

Here's to the kids who have crushes on a stupid lush.

Here's to the kids who hum "A Little Less 16 Candles, A Little More Touch Me" when they're stuck home, dateless, on a Saturday night.

Here's to the kids who have ever had a broken heart from someone who didn't even know they existed.

Here's to the kids who have read The Perks of Being a Wallflower & didn't feel so alone after doing so.

Here's to the kids who spend their days in photobooths with their best friend(s).

Here's to the kids who are straight up smartasses & just don't care.

Here's to the kids who speak their mind.

Here's to the kids who consider screamo their lullaby for going to sleep.

Here's to the kids who second guess themselves on everything they do.

Here's to the kids who will never have 100 percent confidence in anything they do, and to the kids who are okay with that.

Here's to the kids.


This one's not for the kids, who always get what they want, but for the ones who never had it at all.

It's not for the ones who never got caught, but for the ones who always try and fall.

This one's for the kids who didn't make it, We were the kids who never made it.

The Overcast girls and the Underdog Boys. Not for the kids who had all their joys.

This one's for the kids who never faked it.

We're the kids who didn't make it.

They say "Breaking hearts is what we do best,"

And, "We'll make your heart be ripped of your chest"

The only heart that I broke was mine,

When I got My Hopes up too too high.

We were the kids who didn't make it.

We are the kids who never made it.

- Peter Wentz

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I love you Pete Wentz he's probably the best person that ever, ever existed in the modern rock world.

Sobrang late ako nagising and buti na lang I made it. Haha.

Sa sobrang rush ko pumasok ako ng school nang hindi nagsusuklay and nakasalubong ko yung mga Xavier people and pretty much everybody with messy hair. Haha.

The ID's rocked. Haha.

If anyone wants a timer, I think I'm cut out for it. Haha. Being a timer is now a part of my job resume. LOL. Pwedeng pwede na. Haha.

Round one timer ako. I think yung round one was Ateneo, Xavier and Woodrose.

Then lunch, ang late na kasi late kami ng start. May stupid thing akong ginawa and sobrang naaalala ko pa din. Nakakainis.

Tapos ako yung nagpunta sa IDeA council meeting and buti na lang dumating si Kat kundi ako na ang naging rep for STC. Ayoko ng ganong job, tapos I was supposed to go home kaso tumakas ako and I timed for round two room 1 ulit with Xavier, ICA and Woodrose. Then when I was about to go home, for real because Ms. Tilos was pissed I realized I needed to do Pam's favor. So I bought 10 cupcakes and went back sa STC.

Then hindi na nila ako pinauwi and nagtime pa ako sa last round. Haha. Sobrang nakakatawa. PROMISCUITY PARE!

I asked 10 people to give it to Nica. Thanks sobra to Pao, Julian, Daryl, Josh, Micheal, Jayson, Claire (I know you're stressed and sobrang you're the best cupcake giver! Haha. "Can i have it?"), Peterson and Evan. Clarence, Bass, Migs and Lance won't give Nica the cupcake. Haha. Okay, I missed one.

Mission accomplished ako, kahit papano. Si Ate Nica, hindi niya inexpect na babalik ako to give the cupcakes. Haha. Yung isa pa na sobrang masaya ako to be at grands! Haha andun ako whole day!

NICA! Ang hott nya, sobra!

Sobrang fun ng grands kasi sobrang halos lahat ng speeches ng debaters ay funny so mejo laughtrip. LOL.

Seize the day but time is gold.

Haha. Kip is always the topic of all public speaking speeches, it's either they love him or they despise him or they want to kill him or they adore him. Well personally, I adore kip. Haha. Wait,wait listen, kasi he produced probably the best debaters of this year. Hahaha.

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Congrats sa lahat ng nanalo, to the new Sec Gen, best speakers, public speaking champion, tournament champion and NICA!!

BEN, we love you!

Sa mga may sakit, get well soon!

Last and definitely not the least, I love you NINA, JUST, EA, TRIXIA, ALI and NICA!

Ali I love your IPod songs and Seven Years! Too bad hindi natin na play.

Nica, sobrang kahit hindi tayo masyadong nagkausap at nagkasama kasi stressed ka I still love you!

Pam, mission accomplished!

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To all: thanks for an effin great tournament and a great year! See you guys soon! Sa friendlies maybe! April 11 and 12 at SSC.

And like what Ate Claire said, PIDC!

STRESS! Haha. IDeA grands countdown and a week never to forget.

Sobrang hindi ko na iviviolate ang freedom of speech ko kasi she is so not worth it. Haha. Sobrang saya kasama ni Cera at Arweena sa hapon. Epal ka Cera, away kayo ng away para kayong bata. Punyeta.

Isa ka pa, ang epal mo na ang feeler mo pa. Wala akong ineteres sayo may mas matinong tao pa sa mundong pagiinteresan ko kesa sayo! Feeler mo! Leche!

I just violated my freedom. Again.

Syempre late ako umuwi ng 4 na araw. Si Cera kasi e, nanisi pa e. Haha.

I guess I should have just thanked you for that and I'm sorry for acting that way. I know you wanted the best for both sides pero initial reaction lang as in initial reaction lang yung galit ako and sobrang sorry and thank you so much!

Fuck you! Sobrang shit!

Remind me to never trust you ever again and never, ever talk you ever again. I hope you fucking choke! With any fucking thing you put in your mouth. Screw you!

I know it was a pretty noble act of yours pero, SHIT you weren't supposed to to that. That's fucking against what you promised.

You weren't supposed to kiss and tell! Hindi ka si GOSSIP GIRL! Fuck you!

"mother of whale bitches" my ass!

Sorry, forgot to change my Y!M stat. Nabasa nya and then it began. Haha. he promised to keep quiet naman daw e.

The IDeA 3 issue will never be talked about and if needed will only be discussed among the team only and maybe Peterson because he knows.

Stress release talaga! As in thanks Peterson! Sobrang nabawasan yung burden. Haha. It was so nice sharing things with people. Haha.

And thanks for introducing me to SAOSIN!

We talked about the IDeA 3 thing and some other things no one needs to know, we talked about his newly cut hair (Ben and everybody else: it was for CAT) and music first Dashboard, Boys Like Girls and SAOSIN (they are awesome and I love Seven Years!) and second his band (fan pa din ako! LOL.)

Sobrang bored na ako and wala akong magawa though I was suppose to use him as my staying awake person pero he was busy. So naglaro na lang ako ng pool. Haha.

Who knew may 2 original songs and Serve Chilled. Haha

Pam -- kilala ka pala nya. Haha.
Nica -- hindi nya kilala si nica, si GEnica kilala niya. Haha

Hahahaha! Sobrang benta and comforting! Thanks!!