I'm not good with introductions.
It almost always come out wrong.
My words are slurred and twisted.
But I guess I could try.

Ariel Villanueva
18 years old
A PERFECT NUTTER.

With enough time eventually we all see what was right in front of us. And realize no matter how long it took, it was worth the wait. But for some, that time never comes. Instead of healing old wounds, the wait just open new ones. Time after time. - Gossip Girl

Jodie Rose
Maria Rina
Patricia Alyanna
Gabrielle Nicole

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Doughnutface
Overratedhappiness
Blowofmercy
Ariel.Veellanueva
Strokeofgrace

this week was crap and was so boring. i swear.

nothing much except for the whole idea 2 madness. ILY pam, ana and marlo and roch and MIYUKI. ayan masaya ka na? we need you ate tet! just in case you see it.

saturday was fun thanks ode and jodie. rina okay lang yan. we bought ballers for us, wait is that how you spell it?

sunday and monday was normal. nothing really happened. i watched hairspray and shit, zac efron was so effin' hot. i swear.

rina, i'm always here for you. i will help you. you will forget and move on and she will come back and beg for you. THAT WAS A JOKE. but i'm always here.


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i think this time, it must happen. but then again, i might still be lying. i should let it all down. i am so sick of always hanging on having to wait for you and over analyze myself just so i won't embarrass myself. i am so sick of wanting to be the right one hoping to reach your sky-high standards. i hate what i have become. i have tried to be someone for you and you still don't seem to see me. not who i was and unfortunately not who i've become for you.

why was it so hard to see that you mean so much to me?

from this day on, i will make sure that you mean NOTHING to me. i'm gonna kick ass, move on and forget about you.

"im gonna find someone some day who might actually treat me well." - taylor swift

hopefully PETER PAN dies as i close my eyes and start to pull myself up finally.