of the month.
it's the 29th and same as the other months, i am celebrating or maybe not, a month that is all about my year/month-long misery.
well, it's almost new year and i plan to forget and move on. but unfortunately, things just keep reminding me.
to be honest, i forgot all about the 29th ritual i have but for some weird reason he kept popping up like when rina and i were talking and she suddenly felt like asking about him.
i am not pissed or anything. i guess its a part of it and its the part i need to resist. remembering him.
i never knew i could feel that much and that's the way i loved you.