pam and ana, i am so proud of you two. i know, kip's always the make or break part and since he broke you two its fine. you'll break the curse, eventually. congrats rona and miyuki! and roch and bea! last night was fun even if i slept through the semis. and even though the chicken's so not cooked. and ea and ali, i know ali, i have to be me. i will, maybe. roch i will really figure something out about your guy. haha.
i'm going to be me when i'm with you or when you're around. er. why is it so freakin hard to do that? i want to give up badly, but its hard. i hate it when i look at you just to find out your never really seem to think i exist. but thanks for a lot. you keep me up even if you don't seem to see.
i will find a way without you, hopefully but if i can't i'm sorry. *sigh*