I'm not good with introductions.
It almost always come out wrong.
My words are slurred and twisted.
But I guess I could try.

Ariel Villanueva
18 years old
A PERFECT NUTTER.

With enough time eventually we all see what was right in front of us. And realize no matter how long it took, it was worth the wait. But for some, that time never comes. Instead of healing old wounds, the wait just open new ones. Time after time. - Gossip Girl

Jodie Rose
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Patricia Alyanna
Gabrielle Nicole

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Doughnutface
Overratedhappiness
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Strokeofgrace

maybe its time i let this go. i mean we all had our time with crushes and they probably ended by now but it kinda seems like mine isn't ending soon. i mean i am so sick of always waiting for him and always starting the conversation, for once i want to be surprised, just a little hello from him is enough. unfortunately that will never happen, know why? because we're just friends and he probably talks to me out of pity. well, here's a thought, maybe were not even friends, its just my stupid brain thinking it and my stupid heart saying it. i'm tired of being miss over-analyzer, always thinking twice, thrice or more than that just so i won't embarass myself. i'm tired of being miss positive always looking for a positive reason why he left, why he won't reply and all that crap and now, i'm starting to think that maybe he really didn't want to talk to me. er. its kind of hard keeping a ym-based relationship and not that type you're thinking. i don't even get why i am so mad at him, he's a good person with a kind heart who will never like me and a bright brain who will never think of me. i feel so low when i think of him. i can never get so comfortable with him because i know i will never be good enough for a smart-ass bastard like him. i didn't even think this thing is going to last for a year and a month. it makes me wanna ask why, WHY YOU? and feels like this, even if i let go, will NEVER END.






i feel so invisible in your eyes.