I'm not good with introductions.
It almost always come out wrong.
My words are slurred and twisted.
But I guess I could try.
Ariel Villanueva
18 years old
A PERFECT NUTTER.
Hang with me.
With enough time eventually we all see what was right in front of us. And realize no matter how long it took, it was worth the wait.
But for some, that time never comes. Instead of healing old wounds, the wait just open new ones. Time after time. - Gossip Girl
A girl named, nevermind. She might think I complain a lot. But she does suck!
I found out that...
I still have this something with someone. Not a thing but, nevermind. For those who know, good for you. For those who don't, boohoo!
The bubble gum shit, it sucks!
Emotional breakdown. Tuesday, June 19, 2007 8:14 PM
These past few days, I've been very emotional and it's disturbing.
I've been very moody and I cried. Haha.
The Patis incident. Never mentioned now and never will be.
Over it.
A total change of worlds Friday, June 15, 2007 10:51 PM
It's over so get over it! Screaming your lungs out doesn't change that fact that your classroom is the supposed classroom of the freshmen. It's really funny seeing my classmates all angry, it's really funny. Although, I must admit I really didn't want the sudden change of classrooms but what can I do? It's not my fault STC's needing that much money. Duh! 55 students per class? It's the sounds so desperate. I love STC, though.
I want to try out for volleyball SEG but technically I'm not allowed. Duh! Debate?
I'm GONE for good. Wednesday, June 13, 2007 8:16 PM
It's been long since I last posted.
- First day suckers Like who would wanna go to school? Knowing that you're a victim of reshuffling?
- Basically school Climbing stairs is the worst thing in a junior's life. I mean it. I love the classrooms and all but the stairs are just way to much.
- TEACHERS I'd have to say I'm pretty lucky but I've got a pound of unluckiness because of a man named MR. DEL MUNDO. He weird.
- CURRICULUM As early as now, I'm feeling the pain running in my veins. Sleepless nights, huge zits and pile of work needed to be done. Ooh! Creepy. I hate the fact that I have 2 math subjects. I suck at math! That's one thing I could actually say about myself. And 3 sciences subject chemistry, laboratory and science research.
- CLUBS/ORGS/EXTRA CURRICULUM I think my junior life will be 10 times hell. I, as we all know, am an official member of the STC Debate Team. And the debate team meets up 3 times a week and if your unlucky enough and have a tournament, you'll be meeting up for the whole week. I'm actually happy that I got in though! (there's such thing as resume.)
- THE NEW ADDITION TO THE STUDENT BODY I'm not bitter, they just happen to suck in my book. 'Nuff said.
- NEW PROJECTS Monthly planner? Does that work? I mean for me it does, but there are people who can live without planners, though and besides, like students are really gonna use that.
- NEW CLASSMATES I'm not gonna be ranting about it in a bad way, but I'm actually ok with the new classmates.
No wonder in a woman and no super in a man Sunday, June 03, 2007 4:19 AM
Maybe there really is no wonder woman. Not even the mother of the unluckiest person in this world, not even mine. This is a current emotional breakdown. My family's a mess and the only permanent "he" in our (me, my mom and my sister) lives is currently in a different situation.
I never thought I'd say this but Tito Joel, is actually the best-est dad, if not to us to his daughter. Number one because he works like hell for his family and my family.
He gave me the greatest gift I can actually think of, my SLR cam. He do believe in what I can do and he wants me to pursue what I want.
He's taking care of his dying mother, plus his arrogant brother, his failed marriage and his unappreciative daughters plus my sister.
He barely spends any time with my mother which is actually one of the things that I want yet I don't because I feel so selfish. If he is the happiness my mom needs then I'm willing to take it.
He didn't graduate like any dad in this world. So not like my dad. But he is a street smart. He knows how to handle life when it's pushing him down.
I'm actually thankful for him. Imagining my life with my dad, it's not the life i would actually wish to have. I'd probably be pregnant by now, I'd be smoking and maybe a kick ass drinker.
So I may find my life miserable but come to think of it, I'm not the only person in the world. Why dumb myself over these kinds of things? I'm 15! For God's sake! All I have to worry are zits and a zero on my math exams.
GOD! I don't know if I'm writing this because I'm drunk, but I sure as hell am pissed.
ANYWAY, since father's day went by, and this entry was just forgotten,
