two out of three ain't bad.

Sweet, Sweet Vindication.

2011-06-13T11:35:00.004+08:00

DALLAS MAVERICKS WINS 2011 NBA FINALS!!!!!

Dirk Nowitzki, you are unbelievably good! Game well played, Mavs!

#letlovein.

2011-06-12T23:43:00.002+08:00

I am a true fan of Dianna Agron and her brilliant stance about anything and everything. She is an inspiration in the simplest of her ways and words.

Read it, be changed and be charmed.
http://felldowntherabbithole.tumblr.com/post/6453072763

Be kind, for everone you meet is fighting a hard battle.

Dianna Agron, I love you and like you, I LIKE GIRLS. :)

Look Back Now.

2011-06-11T23:50:00.001+08:00

We're 10 minutes away from the 12th of July. The day Filipinos finally tasted freedom after centuries of captivity. Today, if you walk out, keep your chin up and utter 6 little words for the heroes who died before your time, "You did not die in vain."

Happy Independence Day to the Republic of the Philippines! At times, I wish i was born in a different country, in a different and cold continent; but for all the brave Filipinos who fought for our freedom and continuously fighting for freedom, I am proud to be a Filipino.

If you are like me, thriving to leave the motherland in search of cold and glamorous life then you must be forgetting something. This country is oozing with heroes disguised as the dark, thin fishermen risking their lives to provide fishes to every Filipinos and non-Filipinos as well; or the elder, tall farmers breaking theirs backs for every person who has forgotten about them. Those are just few but greatly unappreciated. If for one second, you open your eyes, you will see that these people with great contributions get the least support from the people they passionately and whole-heatedly work for. When we turn on the television and watch the news, we are bombarded by news about Filipinos criticizing their own country. For a quick second, they might talk about the problems the small people in the country are facing and my heart breaks everytime I see the farmers who's land is 3 days close to harvesting, except, they rain drowned their rice and crops wasting half a hear of their lives or thousands of peso they could never take back. Or, to be more recent, the fishkill, that not only killed tons of fishes but also killed the small scale businesses of these fishermen striving to make ends meet, hence, leaving them and their businesses paralyzed for months. Or these call center agents looked down upon by these glamorous, high-paying, normal-hour regulating jobs, except they're working to keep foreign companies investing in the country and increasing the economical value of this land. You see, these people, these little people some say, are the ones that amplify the quality of living we put up with and often ignore.

This country is more than you choose to see. Freedom or the fight for freedom did not stop when people died fighting, it goes on and it will never stop. In case you forget, you are also fighting for freedom, we all are. We Filipinos may not be grand or great, but we walk with pride.

So maybe the next time you feel like the heat is getting in to you, grab a bottle of water, step outside your house and look around. Look at the people you pass by or pass by you with pride and gratitude, for you have lived to see a hero or you've lived to be hero yourself.

Happy 113th Independence Day indeed!

For all the brave souls who fought for this country, you died not in vain. Thank you. Happy Independence Day to the Philippines!

Young Blood

2011-05-21T10:50:00.004+08:00

A good Saturday morning to ya'll. I'm currently spacing out. And days like these when I am mentally lost, I turn to their music.

My breakfast:
1. LCD Soundsystem
2. The Naked And Famous

Bottle It Up.

2011-04-05T18:49:00.006+08:00

Everything went by so freakin' fast. It's just all passing by without my knowing. Well first off, my sister's officially and FINALLY employed. *claps* As for me, uh - where do I begin? Where do I begin to tell you that every single day, I get more and more confusing. LOL. Well, I'm supposed to come back to school and it scares me to death how it will be. Plus, the whole coming-back-to-school idea is scaring me too for so many reasons. I am not losing weight. God, I hate the summer. Wait, I take that back. I do not entirely hate summer, just sort of. Because I eat more and move less. :|

Oh wait, it's April already. Happy April!!! I missed the April fools mark but then again, we can be fools anytime we want. :)

Extra Nothing.

2011-03-01T14:57:00.000+08:00

So this post is solely dedicated to Justin Bieber. Hahaha. I'm sort of a fan. Well, it's his birthday so I wish him a very happy birthday. And second of all, duh, how could people not know that he and Selena are together.

BTW, Selena is gorgeous these days. And oddly enough, they are sorta cute together.

So that's it. A little-slash-short something dedicated to Justin Bieber and his new found love Selena Gomez.

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Oh, and happy first of March!!! Please be good to me.

xx

Gotta Love The Season.

2011-02-10T21:59:00.000+08:00

Thank God, I finally have the time an energy to blog about the most recent movies I watched and loved.

Love And Other Drugs

This movie is not the best movie ever, but it made me go "Awww". It reminded me of why I love Jake G very much and why I adore Anne Hathaway. Jake G's ass was gorgeous. LOL. It's a sweet story of how something so simple can change the whole course of your life.

The Black Swan

I love how this movies starts of as a sweet, innocent, dramatic movie and how it scared me to death towards the end. Seriously, I was scared to watch it alone. It ran for about an hour and a half but I ended up watch it for about two hours. I'm not big on thriller or horror or what have you. Nonetheless, Natalie Portman and Mila Kunis were GORGEOUS. I loved it.

127 Hours

It's liberating movie about life and regret. When you're in the most uncomfortable situations of your life, you tend to forcefully remember all the small things you wish you had done or you wish you had not done at all. James Franco was so good in it. He played the role very, very well. It's a movie about hope survival. It was really, really good.

No Strings Attached

LOOOOVE. Natalie and Ashton were so funny. It's not something you have seen before but it still made an impact. You never really know when love is going to strike you. Sometimes it does in the part of your life when you least expect or maybe when you've already let go of it. At first comedy really isn't Natalie Portman's cup of tea she delivered and the most epic thing I heard from her in this movie, "you look like a pumpkin, Bitch!".

I've been dying to watch more movies but I'm to, too lazy to. Hihihi.

Yeah, I'm Funny.

2011-02-04T17:55:00.006+08:00

Happy February! Oh and happy Friday.

Yet another month of unemployment welcomes me plus my phone is so close to death. Well hopefully it's a much more fruitful month for me.

With nothing going on with my life, I shall share with you one of the funniest things ever.

LOL! Baby Cheeses.

Stewie speaking tagalog. Made me laugh really hard. I actually love Stewie.

But Who Cares, Really?

2011-01-23T01:19:00.005+08:00

These past few days bored me to death, so I decided to pick up one of those books I intended to read but failed eventually. I read To Kill A Mocking Bird. I'm actually surprised at how fast I can read this book and trust me, I'm a very slow reader. In three days I'm halfway done with the book, and yes, that is fast enough. I've read six chapters of Alice's Adventures In Wonderland And Through The Looking Glass in three days. So I thought I was improving, except the truth is this book is so interesting and confusing at the same time that you will never want to put the book down.

As I've said, I'm halfway through finishing the book but God, it is so good. I've been so in love with it that I traded TV and Twitter for a longer reading time. I refuse to sound douchey and ramble about what the book is about but I'll just leave you with something that struck me too much and made not want to leave this book alone ever again. Hopefully it makes you want to trade the blue twitter bird for a mocking bird.

"I wanted you to see what real courage is, instead of getting the idea that courage is a man with a gun on his hand. It's when you know you're licked before you begin but you begin anyway and you see it through no matter what. You rarely win, but sometimes you do." - Atticus Finch (To Kill A Mocking Bird)

Bonne Année.

2011-01-01T00:38:00.008+08:00

Let a new year ring in because we are so rockin' this year. Let all the bitches, assholes, bastards, shit, bullshit and all those crap and hang-ups down the drain because it's a year for new ones.

Thank you guys for so many years of love and joy, fun and crappy days, childishness and immaturity and mistakes and lessons. This is another year to start all over again, clean slate.

Let the bells ring for a new year. It's the end of a decade and the start of an age. So Happy New Year's Rockin Eve!!!

Bonne année - which is Happy New Year in French and is coincidentally appropriate for the picture that I chose. :)

So you made your resolutions yet? :)

Holly And Jolly And Merry. :)

2010-12-25T00:00:00.006+08:00

It's that time of the year again!! The sparkly lights, glitters everywhere, reds and greens and silvers and golds and colors , cold wind, nice people, plenty good home made food, old friends catching up, new friends hanging out and newly rekindled friendships fills the air. I could go on with this except it's going to take forever to finish, only to say that it's the holly, jolly, merry Christmas time again.

Let go and let God, it's his time. So love, forgive and enjoy the merry holidays!

Well, I'm sending everyone love and joy and wishing you all a very Merry Christmas!!

Spread peace, love and Jesus. XOXO.

Taking A Toll.

2010-12-04T00:16:00.005+08:00

Everything too shall pass or at least that's what they say when you're in a rut. Honestly, I can never imagine this ending even if I turned 30. It will always be the same. I have no friends, no family and no future.

Would I be bad if I said I hated my life? I've never felt more alone in my entire life. I just wish I could go back to being normal. When I could talk to people and not give a fuck about the world. I just wish someone understands me other than my mom. Maybe it still is my fault, I've pushed them all away.

So much for happy holidays.

You Ever Wonder?

2010-11-24T14:35:00.005+08:00

Do you ever wonder what it would be like if I cut my hair short? Well, lucky for me, I don't have to cut my hair to see it.

Good God.

2010-11-23T03:17:00.007+08:00

Happy Birthday Lara!!!

I love you and I miss you. All of you. See you soon! :*

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Congrats Justin Bieber for bagging almost every award. No sarcasm attached. He got 3. Miley dressed up like she was headed to a Halloween party, I'll let it be because it's her day, Happy Birthday MC and Taylor Swift's performance was good but not remarkable. Katy Perry's performance was an epic fail but she was still so gorgeous and I did not watch Rihanna, but the song was so good.

30 seconds to mars released another preview for Hurricane and I can't wait to see the whole video. Jared was wearing a skirt and he was pretty much shirtless the whole video. They actually tweeted about releasing a preview everyday of this week at midnight, so better watch out for it. God, he's so hot.

I have a new friend and her name is ALICE, yes I am reading Alice In Wonderland. Thanks to Diana Agron, she got me so interested with the whole riddles and stuff.

Can't wait for this week's episode of everything. Heard Bones is coming back soon.

Speak Now.

2010-11-19T03:14:00.006+08:00

TAYLOR SWIFT LIVE IN MNL!!!!!!!

I MUST WATCH, but as early as now I'm preparing myself emotionally, not to go. My mom doesn't agree at all.

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Found something on the internet. Kind of cute actually. It's Justin Bieber's song Pray which is about life and all. Really nice. And his acoustic album comes out I think next week.

Baby Oh!

2010-11-12T03:16:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Baby Khamir!

I miss you and your love. Love kasi kita ng sobra. As in sobra.

I Was Wrong.

2010-11-07T19:07:00.007+08:00

I've been so in love with The Vampire Diaries, I give them credit for their dramatic and tragic endings that make me cry all the time and the soundtrack is so good too. Season 2 episode 8 by far is my favorite ending. God, the song was perfect, everything was just so perfect. It did make me cry, the whole episode. :'>

P.S. I can't find a video of it on youtube that can be embed-ed.

But if you want to see it, here's a link: Damon and Elena best scene ever. :'>

We're All Mad Here.

2010-11-01T16:42:00.002+08:00

Happy Halloween!!! Take care of your sweet teeth guys. XOXO, RAWR!

I wanted this mask for Halloween because I wanted to be a rabbit thanks to Alice and her mad wonderland. :)

We All Need That Place.

2010-10-29T04:33:00.000+08:00

Sometimes all you need in life is balance, not necessarily the 50-50 kind of balance. But just that enough satisfaction and disappointment, when one ecstasy hasn't it's particularly equal tragedy and regardless whether this 2 emotions hit you in extremes, you’re perfectly capable of handling yourself -- that kind of balance. Honestly, I have this different and simple definition of Balance that I live with, well it’s not really that different except people had lost sight of this definition of balance. All people think when they hear balance is this state of equality. But balance can also mean stability, as simple as that. And sometimes, I see stability as contentment as much as it means strength. You just have to know the right place to stand, be the right person on the right place at the right time. Believe me, it's easy to say but we all struggle to find that, sometimes, we just don't see it but do not want that equal balance, we just want enough. Besides, what kind of live would you live if you know that your possible happiness at the moment has it's exact equal opposite? Would you live to feel the happiness? Or would you rather be safe than to experience joy and it's opposite?

But the question is, how do you reach this balance? And when will you know you've reached it? To be honest, I have no idea but I'll try. I am at a point in my life where I constantly wish I'm dead every time something goes wrong, likewise, when I'm happy. You'd think that at my current state of being an out of school youth, unemployed and what not, I am in no position to talk about balance. But believe me, I think I like it here, wherever it is I am. You're not supposed to have this happy, filthy rich lifestyle to be balanced. Money can't buy happiness, right?

You just go for something you know you want right now, you'll always have tomorrow and the next to go for something else. Just make sure you stand by your choices and you accept the consequences. You can't want everything all at once, can you?

Oh my God, I didn't think this was going to pop out of me this at 4:30 in the morning of the 29th of October. Maybe it's fate or maybe just a coincidence, whatever it is, I guess I'll never figure out. WOW.

For A Kick Ass Friend. ♥

2010-10-19T23:58:00.007+08:00

This is my birthday message for Miss Torres.

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Uh, Hi Nicole! Happy birthday! Naalala mo ba yung mega birthday surprise mo nung 2nd year? Hahaha. So far wala pang nakakatalo dun. Undisputed number ka pagdating sa mga birthday surprises. Hahaha. Namimiss na kita and all our sulatan. Nung isang araw lang I was cleaning my room tapos nakita ko yung mga sulat mo sakin na may Intal pa at may Chris Tiu. Hahaha. Tapos may Tonio pa and all. Naalala ko din yung magkatext tayo everyday, every weekend tapos mega ubusan tayo ng load kasi globe ka tapos smart ako. Hahaha. I remembered how much fun we used to have and how much we trusted each other with our secrets. Naalala mo yung SUPERKALI? Tayo nila Tin yun diba? Kasi wala tayong dates nung Valentines tapos nagbigayan tayo ng Kitkat. Hahaha. Eto, seryosong part na mejo Englishan na. Hahaha. Happy Birthday and I wish you whatever your heart wants because you truly deserve it not only for being a good person but for being such a good friend as well. God knows how thankful I am for you because you were one of the greatest people/friend I ever met and you've brought more than just a friendship to my life. I know we're really not that close anymore but everyday I wish we still were because those were some of the best days of my life. I can't remember the last time I was comfortable enough to share a secret or be completely honest or mean about something because you were one of those few friends who never really judged me for anything. You were once a cheerleader to me constantly forcing me to study and telling me not to make or read letters in class. I don't know what happened or why we ended up this way but I promise you that if you need anything, just anything, aside from the 7 girls you call trippers and your so many friends and blockmates and cousins, I am here for you if you. I don't regret anything because I am in a good place and I believe you are too, and I know that I would never be here or be who I am right now if it weren't for a Nicole Torres who entered my life. I wish you joy and happiness on your birthday. I love you and I miss you! Thank you so much for so many things and for changing my life at some point.

Salamat sa pagiging kick ass great friend!

O, ako na madrama. Happy Birthday!!! :* >:D<

Breathe Again.

2010-10-06T22:59:00.007+08:00

I just checked his Facebook hoping to make sure that I am way past this, way past him. But unfortunately, I broke down. I AM NOT JEALOUS. Or maybe I am. I don't know. I guess testing myself proved to be a wrong idea. Apparently it's very bad for my heart. I thought I was done though, but in my defense, he doesn't affect me as much a he did before which means I'm making progress. I don't know what happened, but I think Vampire Diaries episode 4 triggered this disease of mine. Very bad and it got me listening to Sara Bareilles' album.

Maybe it's me. Maybe I don't want to let go. Maybe I want something to hold on to until I find the real thing. This is wrong. Why am I so confused?!? I mean, he's happy, finally he's found the girl. That's good, right?

Maybe that's exactly why I'm like this. I'm messed up because he's gone forth with his life and I never had the chance to tell him at least. I guess it's better this way. They say everything happens for a reason, right? Well, whatever the reason is, I need to know now because it's taking a toll on me.

"All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe. Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching for something out of breath, I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again." - Sara Bareilles (Breathe Again)

Breathe Again

Car is parked, bags are packed, but what kind of heart doesn't look back
At the comfortable glow from the porch, the one I will still call yours?
All those words came undone and now I'm not the only one
Facing the ghosts that decide if the fire inside still burns

All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching for something
Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again
I'll breathe again

Open up next to you and my secrets become your truth
And the distance between that was sheltering me comes in full view
Hang my head, break my heart built from all I have torn apart
And my burden to bear is a love I can't carry anymore

All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching for something

Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again

It hurts to be here
I only wanted love from you
It hurts to be here
What am I gonna do?

All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching
All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching for something
Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again
I'll breathe again

I need to be done. I need to.

Ola October!!

2010-10-01T23:32:00.002+08:00

Happy October 1st! Well, let's see. I'm still out of school, I'm still fat and I am still floating like a cloud. Oh, and happy weekend too!

I've been tweeting song lyrics. And I have no idea why.

I LOVE BONES! Though sometimes it pisses me off that Bones and Booth won't tell each other how they feel.

I loved Britney Spears Glee episode. Epic!! I agree with Hayley Williams that Rachel's version of The Only Exception is G-O-O-D. But I doubt it's better than the original.

I hated Elena on this week's Vampire Diaries episode. And I feel bad for Damon. And as always, I hated Caroline. And Stefan's gorgeous. Of course, Katherine's still a bitch and just like the Twilight saga, they ended up with a new supernatural character. Take a guess. Yes, werewolves. The whole werewolves versus vampires idea is so overrated but to be honest, they do it better than the Twilight saga. I mean the whole thing is just far better than Twilight. And I am dying to read the book. :D

Anyway, wishing you guys a good October. Oh and it's just 85 days 'till Christmas!! Better tidy up your socks now.

Fact: October has 5 Fridays, 5 Saturdays and 5 Sundays all in one month. Can you believe it? They say it only happens once in 823!!! And October 10,2010 is coming up so don't miss it. It could be lucky for some. :P

Strike Three And I'm Out.

2010-09-29T23:29:00.005+08:00

The only thing common between romantic fiction and real life is this, and this I know for sure: there are only two types of women when it comes to love; one, the over protective kind who people assume to be a mega bitch, which I’d like to label as the “high –maintenance” but she ends up with this sweet, innocent guy who will tame her in the end. The other is the kind who could fall in love with LOVE if love was a man and if he ever existed, which I would like to regard as the “hopeless romantics” who will end up with this self-assuring, stable guy who will be capable of filling her needs. I have friends from both sides, and if you’d ask me where I stand, neither. I stand from where only real life portrays but no movie has yet told. I’m the girl who doesn’t really fall in love or at least I’ve given up on simply because I either fall in love too easily or not at all. To put it simply, I stand in the middle; I have a sense of hopeless romanticism and the urge to be high maintenance. I like what I can’t have and I don’t settle for the ones who settle for me. The reason why romance fiction has never had a movie or a novel about women from where I stand is because our issues remain unresolved for years and probably forever until we realize that we just have to settle for the next best thing. Though, that only happens when we really don’t have much of a choice and when it’s probably too late. These women, including yours truly, I would like to call as the fish out of water, it’s like we’re completely out of place but we’re not. We look for this perfect person whom we deeply know does not exists but at the back of our minds, we know one day, someone close to that perfect person will just sweep us off of our asses, the reason for the long wait. But, as for now, I choose to stand nowhere near any of these three points. I want to be the person on the outside looking in, just for once. Yes, I’ve fallen in love once or twice in my time and I promised myself I’d stay out until I finally find the right person for me, or the right thing for me at least. I’m in hell of a deep hole I can’t seem to get myself out of, so for now, I’ve crossed love out of my list.

Promises. What does it really mean when you’re in love or when you choose not to be in love? I have a friend, who’s just like me, been hurt before by a douche bag, obese dumb ass, except I was hurt by a pretty decent guy, which doesn’t really make any difference does it? However, it took her months to get halfway the moving on process. She said she was fine because we don’t talk about it too much but if we do, she turns into this confused kid who wouldn’t know if she’s doing the right things or not. See, when a relationship ends, we think that everything we do after that is crucial, like it can either turn us into this emotionless bitch or this bitter ex, so we question our every action. Now, let’s skip ahead to when the three-month rule is done and you think you’ve moved on because he’s found another and you’re sane. Most of the time, and I mean all the time, people like my friend swears over their relative’s graves or even their own lives to never fall in love again. And when a good man comes, they refuse to see it because they promised not to.

But here’s the thing, and no I’m not going say promises are made to be broken, that’s just lame. But the thing is, are you really going to cage yourself to a promised you made because you were hurt by a dumb ass when you can’t move on and try again? I mean, what are three chances for? Why are there three strikes in baseball if you’re going to give up on the first strike? I’m not saying you should keep on hurting and repeating the same mistakes. What I’m saying is learn from your mistakes and try again. There’s a huge difference between stupidity and freedom. Stupidity is doing your mistakes again blow-by-blow while freedom is trying something, being bold and fearless knowing that everyday is another day. Sounds cheesy huh? But really, are your going to tie yourself to a promise when you can actually take chances. You may not find the right person but you’ll definitely find the right direction, lesson or maybe the right friends.

To all of you who reading this, live for the moment. Your futures are yet to come, and you can’t make a good future, if you don’t have a good present. Yes, every good moment will pass, but you can always relive it in the future. So stop promising to not fall in love again just because some smart, talented, rich, cute, awesome guy who doesn’t even see your worth breaks your heart, it doesn’t mean it’s the end of the world. At least right now, you have one moment in your life you will never relive in your future. That's the thing, collect and select. Collect all the the moments, good or bad and in the your future, select the good ones and relive them all you want. You've got nothing to lose.

So goodbye 29, it’s been a fun 3-year ride with you. But I believe this is finally the end and I have a life to live for the moment and to love out loud. I will miss you though, I can’t say I am who I am if I didn’t have you to constantly hurt me and inspire me at the same time. I’m not going to play that bitter role and say I promise not to love again, because I will and it may not end well like this, but I still have a third strike and probably more rounds and more seasons to play and another moment to throw away. So to that, thank you and goodbye.

Uh-oh For JB

2010-09-27T23:42:00.002+08:00

Uh-oh. Baby singer, Justin Bieber caught kissing a Jasmine V, his lady love on the music video Baby. That's all.

He is wicked, y'know. He's now got a barbie doll which I am not aware as to what it's called. And he's releasing another music video U Smile. And he said, he's open to dating fans and he won't open up to dating Jasmine.

I sure do know too much about it don't i? Haha. Yeah, I have a thing for Hollywood gossip. And I don't just watch it on the television I particularly go online to Gossip blogs. And now you know how I bum around, and it's not like you needed to know that.

Teehee, moving on.

Well, a weekend for me meant a rerun of NCIS, Bones and Criminals Minds on Fox, whatever show there is on ETC and just whatever show I can find on the television. I actually watched Family Guy. I mean yeah, it's funny but it's stupid. No offense, I like it every once in a while.

Uh, happy Monday though. HAHAHAHA. I know people would kill me for saying this just because my Monday is no different from my Sunday. Boring and lazy.

Oh, oh, Barney's back for season 6!!! Yes, tonight, How I Met Your Mother is baaaack!!! And I'm excited!!!

The Gleeks Are Back!!

2010-09-22T23:42:00.003+08:00

GLEE IS BACK!!!! And it was awesome!!! Not because Charice was there (BTW, she did fine. Not the best but fine.) but because the white boys were rapping Empire State of Mind. And as usual, I hated Rachel. Not only do I hate her more but I hated Tina too!! Poor Artie got his heart broken. I mean, come on! Mike Chang? Aside from his looks and his feet, there's not much he can offer. LOL. I'm too affected.

I want to watch a lot of movies but the one movie I would kill to watch is Charlie St. Cloud!!! PLEASE, I want to see Zac. I heard the movie was good. I need to watch it!!

I am also dying to go see John Mayer live in Manila. And to prove you I'm desperate and would die to see him, I joined a bunch of contest and I would probably lose because I'm not really lucky when it comes to contests and all. Anything that involves winning and prize is not fortunate for me. So I might as well start to mope around and slash my wrist. LOL. Kidding. Yes, I am in love with John Mayer though. Especially in the Who Says music video. Dude, his inks are to die for!

Vampire Diaries is still the same, STILL AMAZING!! Though, I hated Caroline even more. I'm not sure I am liking Hellcats that much. I mean, it's good but not really different. There's not much to watch out for.Well maybe it will surprise me.

I am just excited Glee is back!! And I can't wait for the next episode!!

What To Choose, What To Choose?

2010-09-20T18:55:00.006+08:00

Believe me, this is one tough question simply because I can't choose one. But one of my all-time favorite John Mayer song would probably be Love Song For No One. It's one of my favorites because I found it super amazing that someone could ever think of writing a song to a person you have never even met yet. I mean, it's genius. This song is absolutely one of a kind and only John Mayer could have pulled it off, he continuously outdo himself with every song he makes. I mean he had set standards for him that even if people try to bring him down, he's been in the business for years now. Plus, he's the only person in the world who can make sandbox sound like a good place to meet your soulmate/your great love. Yes, I know a lot of people would die to see John Mayer, but know that I am one of them and I am in front of the line. So please, please pick me.

*To join, just check out: http://manilaconcertscene.blogspot.com

Tweet, Tweet.

2010-09-18T23:43:00.002+08:00

Recently, I've been tweeting like crazy!! Songs, quotes, name it I probably have tweeted it.

And I've been downloading Hip Hop. :)) Really. I got, Drake which is good by the way. I also have Eminem, Jay Sean Ft. Nicki Minaj, I got Nelly and B.O.B and Bruno Mars. I also got Pop though, I got David Archuleta, Miley Cyrus, Selena Gomez and Taylor Swift. And I'm not sure where to classify Sara Bareilles. I got rock and alternative, Maroon 5 and Dashboard Confessionals.

I actually went down my second year HS memory lane and listened to few old songs I used to listen to like Fall Out Boy, Cobra Starship, Panic! At The Disco, Coheed And Cambria. Well I listened to Rock when I was in High School. :P

I'm starving and been dying to eat Yellow Cab and Korean food, my mom promised me that she would feed me Yellow Cab on her first pay day. Which is near yet so far from happening. And I'm dying to try this new Korean restaurant in SM Annex called Seoul Garden. I've been carried away by my mom's love for anything Korean. Their food is delish. Really.

Believe it or not, I'm actually starting to catch this whole K-Pop craze. I have 3 K-Pop girl group CD. I got, Chu, Girl's Generation and 4 Minute. I have a Shinee poster from back when they were just starting. Oh, and I hate to brag but they're signed and my 4 Minute something, something cards too are signed!! (Well this bragging is applicable only to K-Pop fans. LOL.)

I Love You, Though.

2010-09-11T23:43:00.003+08:00

8 years ago, i met this modelesque, tall girl. And through the years we seemed to be inseparable, mainly because my surname starts with a V and hers with a Y and second, because we've grown closer. Our friendship goes beyond the bounds of school crushes, relationships, home works or lunch breaks. I can honestly say that she knew me inside out. It's safe to say that she is my best friend and has been the only best friend I ever had since then. We were very much aware of our flaws and we loved and accepted each other despite that. Our friendship was built on pure love and we never judged each other at any point. Even through the tough times, Amanda and I stuck it out together. We were partners for book reports, we were lunch buddies, we talked on the phone for hours and trust me, at the back of my mind i still have your number memorized, we were buddies for 5 field trips even if we fought and i was pretty sure that when we were in grade school no one could see me without her or the other way around. I've seen her grow, and i've seen her hair grow from long to short to extremely short hair. And because of this, even if time and distance separated us, i still hold on to the promise i made to you 8 years ago, I will always be here for you and you, Amanda Yamsuan, will always be the best best friend i ever had and i will continually look for. Thank you for everything. Believe me, I am not who I am right now, if it weren't for someone like you. I owe you a lot. And I know you have tons of friends you could go to when you need advice, but when you need me, for anything, I'm always here, just one PM or text away. I wish you whatever your heart desires, because God knows you deserve it for being an extraordinary person. And for that, Happy Birthday, I love you and I miss you.

Only for the birthday girl Amanda Yamsuan. I LOVE YOU TO BITS. And, I miss you. I'm sorry I can't come today. Cool invite, though.

Who Said Gigh School Never Ends?

2010-09-06T23:39:00.006+08:00

Today, I had so much fun with my girls and boys. It was so nice seeing you Iza Boo, Rochelle, Te, B, Babes, Manuel, Jem girl and Pet! And I could never forget the amazing Val who stalked me 'till the day I finally came to visit and whom on his own, scooped me a cone of dirty ice cream and Erwin, the forever nice, in love and gentleman who got me free ice cream. Oh, and i can never forget catching up with the other Soc. Sci. majors. T'was really nice seeing Jem and his new girls, nice seeing you too guys. Hello, fresh faces. :P

Srsly guys, college is so problematic. Thank God I skipped it this year. LOL. Kidding.

If it isn't about tough, terror professors, it's about friends, enemies and frenemies.

A piece of advice though, the college phase is nothing compared to real life. Maybe it's just my post-work self speaking but that's pretty much the truth. Yes, it's problematic, rather chaotic; yes, you will absolutely miss school too much; and yes, playing around is not much of a lifestyle. But, there is a life beyond douche bags, bitches and morons. I was out of school for almost 2 months or so and had worked for about a month, and it took me only 29 days to know that there's much more to learn about life that you can learn by trying to be a little less selfish. I learn a lot about real life than I had ever learned in school. You see, I've worked for 29 days and been in school for 14 years now. There a whole lot of difference if you just let yourself see.

Don't get me wrong though, school is so much fun too. They say education shapes us to become better version of ourselves in the future, perhaps maybe we should stop thinking and start doing. At 18, I am lucky enough to know these things. I mean yes, you use your parents as a forever online ATM machine, you go to school to chill with your friends, you get to make mistakes and not clean up your mess, trust me, I was once there and that was hell of a lot of fun to do, but most importantly you don't worry about tuition fees, bills, rent, taxes, jobs and all those far more important things. I'm not saying you should worry it at the moment,just appreciate what people do for you and help rather than continuously punishing them.

To put it simply, stop living and looking for the drama. Stop fighting and just don't give a fuck if they look at you badly or say something crappy about you. In few years time, you're not even going to remember the person who said those things. Just prove them wrong.Don't live your lives trying to bring each other down, use your college life for something better,use it as a start for your future not bitching around with people you're probably not gonna see anymore the moment you graduate.

Take it from someone who's been in all sorts of situation except death. I get to taste life finest shit. I'm a fish out of water living in between. It's not so much fun being treated like an adult when all you want is to explore your options. They say you can't live the best of both worlds, unfortunately for me, I live to struggle with the best of all the worlds.

P.S. It's so weird, I found my black cat outside the window.

All In One.

2010-07-05T15:05:00.000+08:00

I am currently employed t teach little Korean kids to speak English. Well, it's money and it's good training for my noble course, I mean cause.

Plus, I'm somewhere Internet connection cannot possible reach. Except today.

Fresh cup of coffee.

2010-05-24T23:19:00.004+08:00

Well, High school shiz is done and so is the first phase of college. I might have to put 2nd year college on hold because of certain personal reasons but I'm glad I'm doing this. You know, it's not easy accepting the reality that you are not going to school next semester but you know what, I had let it go. I mean, I'm trying my best to look at the bright side here, be supportive. Besides, when I come back after 2 skipped semester, man, lots of new faces and friends, so I guess that saves me.

Plus, I have a lot of new things to watch out for. It's gonna be like I brewed myself a fresh cup of coffee.

So to the real world, here I come; for now at least.

Snow white and pirates.

2010-05-09T20:58:00.003+08:00

She's the woman who's brought me up to be a complete bitch to those who are to me except I don't always do it at the right time, to be strong and too old for my age which sorta led me to the beautiful mess that I am, to speak only good words even when I usually don't, to fight for what I believe even if it didn't get me far back in high school, to never just go with the flow even if it's what being a child is about and who taught me to be whip ass smart even if at time I am lazy as a cow. So, to the one woman who has brought me up to fear bad decisions, retrace my wrong steps, learn from my mistakes, never back down, hold my head up high, dream out loud, never judge and always love myself, Happy Mother's Day, Mom. I love you.

P.S. My mom loves bunnies. :)

I LOVE YOU MOM!!!

Been there, done that.

2010-05-06T15:57:00.001+08:00

It's official, I'm old. No, I'm serious this time. I'm 18. Damn it! Well there's not much to say about it except, life, please don't be a mega bitch to me. I loved you enough.

Pretty please? :)

So much for a "happy" birthday. FML.

Spring cleaning!!

2010-05-01T15:56:00.001+08:00

Happy first of May you guys!

Start cleaning your closets out because we're headed down the road of beginnings again. As you all know, May is the last month of summer before school starts again. So be ready and convince yourself that this is really happening.

Ring, Ring. Looks like your wake up call has just arrived. :)

I'd lie. Really.

2010-04-29T13:59:00.002+08:00

It keep slipping off of my mind how long it's been. From the day I realized 'till now, I'd still lie.

I hope it's crystal clear.

Love Earth Loud

2010-04-22T13:53:00.001+08:00

Happy Earth Day!!!

So make sure you care a little everyday. :)

PLEASE. :,((

2010-04-20T23:10:00.002+08:00

I HONESTLY NEED TO FIND THAT ONE FRIEND WHO WILL TALK TO ME AND TELL ME WHAT I CAN DO. SHOW ME THE OPTIONS AT LEAST. I NEED HER NOW BECAUSE EVERYTHING'S MESSED UP AND I JUST FELL IN THIS HOLE I CAN'T PULL MYSELF OUR OF. I REALLY NEED HER.

I DON'T NEED JUDGEMENT, I DON'T NEED SOMEONE WHO WILL TELL MORE HOW MESSED UP I AM. AND I DON'T NEED SOMEONE WHO WILL TELL ME THAT'S I'M SCREWED OR THAT I SCREWED THINGS UP BADLY. I JUST NEED HER TO LISTEN. I JUST NEED HER.

PLEASE, I NEED HER TO UNDERSTAND THAT I CAN'T KEEP IT INSIDE ANY LONGER. I NEED HER TO UNDERSTAND WHY I DID IT AND I NEED HER TO HELP ME.

I NEED HER TO SLAP INTO MY FACE THE TRUTH AND I NEED HER TO MAKE ME ACCEPT THE FATE OF THE THINGS THAT I HAVE TO DO. I NEED HER TO HELP ME UNDERSTAND THAT I AM NOT ALONE. I DON'T CARE IF SHE CURSES ME, SLAP ME, CALL ME STUPID, I JUST WANT HER TO TELL ME AND WAKE ME UP. I NEED TO TELL ME THAT SHE WILL BE THERE NO MATTER WHAT TO MAKE ME FEEL SAFE.

I'm in deep.

2010-04-18T22:46:00.000+08:00

I know it's all my fault. HINDI KO NA ALAM GAGAWIN KO!!!!

Rina's Legalization!!!

2010-04-11T01:05:00.003+08:00

Happy 18th Rina. I know it wasn't really your birthday pero DALAGA ka na!!! So proud of you for wearing your 4-inch heels. :* ♥

I HAD SUUUUPER FUN!!!

I MISS THE FOUR OF YOU AND IV-1!!!

Network-ing.

2010-03-08T15:52:00.001+08:00

Recently, I have been seriously attached to my tumblr, twitter and looklet. In my defense, reblogging is a seriously fun thing to do in tumblr. Twitter because I am stalking Justin Bieber and because I have mobile twitter. and looklet because...

Because...

Because life is just freakin boring all the time.

Oh and my facebook of course, except it's just full of shiz about the JEJEMON shit. Srsly guys?

Let it go. Let them be. There's such this as freedom of expression, you know?

Anyway, school
s treating me like crap because it's almost the end of semester and you know how crazy professors get. Unfortunately I'm punished.

Baby, baby, baby OHHH.

2010-03-01T20:29:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday JB baby! :* >:D> \:D/

I had to.

2010-02-28T23:40:00.001+08:00

A day has never meant so much so me as every 29th of the month; although, I have to admit, I am starting to forget. Not because I have found someone else, but because I grew tired of waiting and wanting too much. And to sound not too emotional, I simply realized that I needed to do this for myself.

Me being done and getting tired doesn’t mean I hate you or I like you any less. I just have to start calling the shots for myself. I just need to move away from everything you are and everything i loved about you. I am simply getting up and having a life, the way you have and own yours. I need to stop building my life, my decisions or my heart around you.

I still want to be the person you can turn to when you need someone to boost your ego, thought it will be hard to keep myself from talking to you; this simply has got to happen. I don't know how I'll be for the next months because my day does not end without checking you facebook. It's going to be awkward, but it's a step I have to make to jump start my life.

I have to thank you, though. You have made three summers of my life seriously unforgettable even if mostly, I just annoy you with my nonsense. It sucks that I had to over think when you're around, but you know what, it made me make less mistakes. There are many things I need to thank you for and I may not remember every memory, conversation, status, shirt, hair, song, joke, day, speech, comment, photo, everything I love and know about you is always on replay in my head.

So, if there's one thing you are, it's that you are my worst sickness yet the best medicine at the same time.

School rant #37873872872

2010-02-24T19:38:00.002+08:00

Srsly, college is getting harder and harder by the minute. And I am seriously starting to hate it.

I miss high school this time of the year.I miss my friends, being seniors, Mcdo afternoons, spaghetti for brunch, graduation practices and the feeling of almost accomplishing, almost reaching the end.

I am sorry for being emotional right now, i just have a lot of shiz going on and I just miss my friends a lot.

FAIL!

My future perfect. :D

2010-02-16T19:25:00.002+08:00

On a brighter note and if I have not told you bloggie yet, I passed my freakin’ majorship interview. I am officially an English major. Sounds fulfilling, good and exciting all the same, right?

Ariel Josephe Therese Ranada Villanueva – BSecondary Education Major in English.
Sounds so fucking pleasing.

P.S. Srsly, Teaching is my chosen course and profession, I AM NOT and ACAD Placement. Jeez! Can people not have some sort of direction in their lives? You know, not all people desire a ridiculously high paying job; some people dream to change the world or give back or something good like that. People have big dreams for not just themselves but for others as well. Remember, as the old saying goes, Money CAN NOT buy happiness. So people can suck on that.

Kiss, Kiss. :*

I'll follow you until you L♥VE me...

2010-02-14T19:59:00.001+08:00

Happy hearts day!!

Uh, I honestly don't know what to do or what to say. So I guess thank you would be perfect. Thanks for all the friggin’ effort. I know I’m not close to anything worth it but thanks anyway, for always making me feel like worth it even if it’s just in your eyes. I’m sorry I can’t give you anything but a thank you, it’s just that all this is new to me and like I’ve said to you before, I’m plain weird. I just couldn’t pull off anything from the inside. But if it helps, I mean it when I said thank you. And, I’m sorry.

To all the single ladies out there just like me, holla! :P

I ♥ Rio D., my V day date. :P

Nothing has changed.

2010-01-29T17:09:00.001+08:00

Same old same. Nothing has changed. Why did i ever think it will. How stupid of me :|

I just hope I get that break I need to just be gone. For good.

Please, let me walk away.

Brand new start.

2010-01-01T00:00:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year’s Rockin’ Eve!

2009 has been a roller coaster for me, from the good life I used to have in high school to the scary fresh start I had in college. I have met the greatest people in my life in high school but college has opened more doors for me and I met new great people. This year was the borderline of my life, the line that draws the difference between my pure wild child days to my I-have-to-be mature days. I will never forget high school and sometimes, I do wish I’m still in high school.

To all the people I’ve met, thank you for being a great part of my 2009. To IE3, thanks for being a part of my 2009, you’ve made half of it awesome. To IV-1, I super miss you guys! And I will never, ever, ever forget each and every single one. You’ve made my life awesome. Thank you! To the all the debaters I have met, Theresian or not, thanks for all the lessons you’ve taught me indirectly and I am honored to be friends with you guys. To my UST loves, thank you for sticking out with me all the time even if we have misunderstandings, I’m glad to have spent half of my 2009 with you. This is the start of a great friendship. To my Bebes, I love you to death and this is just the beginning of the rest of our lives that we will share and spend with each other. And to PP, thanks for always inspiring me. I know I’m not supposed to remember anymore but you give sense to my life and make things possible and happy for me.

It’s a brand new year, time for a fresh new start. A new decade to live your life and follow your dreams, swim against the current and stand out. Do whatever you want and not think about the people, take a plunge out of something great and not mind the consequences. As much as this is the time for starting fresh and liberating yourself, this is also the perfect time to correct your mistakes, make wiser decisions and own up to our actions.

To the great year that was and to the even greater year that’s about to come, here’s to you.

Bid 2009 adieu and welcome 2010 with a bang!

5.....

4...

3...

2..

1.

HAPPY 2010!

The One That Got Away..

2009-12-31T00:56:00.002+08:00

The One That Got Away
Source: The Manila Times
By: Mark J. Macapagal

In your life, you’ll make note of a lot of people. Ones with whom you shared something special, ones who will always mean something. There’s the one you first kissed, the one you first loved, the one you lost your virginity to, the one you put on a pedestal, the one you’re with… and the one that got away.

Who is the one that got away? I guess it’s that person with who everything was great, everything was perfect, but the timing was wrong. There was no fault in the person, there was no flaw in the chemistry, but the cards just didn’t fall the right way.

I believe in the fact that ending up with someone, finding a longtime partner that is, does not lie merely in the other person. I can actually argue that an equal part, or maybe even the greater part, has to do with the matter of timing. It has to do with you being ready to settle down and commit to someone in a way that goes beyond the little niceties of giddy romance.

How often have you gone through it without even realizing it? When you’re not ready to commit in that mature manner, it doesn’t matter who you’re with, it just doesn’t work. Small problems become big; inconsequentially become deal breakers simply because you’re not ready and it shows. It’s not that you and the person you’re with are no good; it’s just that it’s not yet right, and little things become the flashpoint of that fact.

Then one day you’re ready. You really are. And when this happens you’ll be ready to settle down with someone. He or she may not be the most perfect, they might not be the brightest star of romance to ever have burned in your life, but it’ll work because you’re
ready. It’ll work because it’s the right time and you’ll make it work. And it’ll make sense, it really will.

So that day comes when you’re finally making sense of things, and you find yourself to be a different person. Things are different, your approach is different, you finally understand who you are and what you want and you’ve become ready because the time has truly arrived. And mind you, there’s no telling when this day will come. Hopefully, you’re single but you could be in a long-term relationship, you could be married with three kids, it doesn’t matter. All you know is that you’ve changed, and for some reason, the one that got away, is the first person you think about.

You’ll think about them because you’ll wonder, “What if they were here today?” You’ll wonder, “What if we were together now, with me as I am and not as I was?” That’s what the one that got away is. The biggest “What if?” you’ll have in your life.

If you’re married, you’ll just have to accept the fact that the one that got away, got away. Believe me, no matter how fairy tale you think your marriage is, this can happen to the best of us. But hopefully you’re mature enough to realize that you’re already with the one you’re with and this is just another test of your commitment, one which will just strengthen your marriage when you get past it. Sure, you’ll think about him/her every so often, but it’s alright. It’s never nice to live with a “might have been”, but it happens.

Maybe the one that got away is the one who’s already married. In which case it’s the same thing. You just have to accept and know that your memories of that person will probably bring a nice little smile to your lips in the future when you’re old and gray and reminiscing.

But if neither of that is the case, then it’s different. What do you do if it’s not too late? Simple… find him, find her. Because the very existence of a “one that got away” means that you’ll always wonder, what if you got that one?

Ask him out to coffee; ask her out to a movie, it doesn’t matter if you’ve dropped in from out of nowhere. You’d be surprised, you just might be “the one that got away” as well for the person who is your “the one that got away.”

You might drop in from out of nowhere and it won’t make a difference. If the timing is finally right, it’ll just fall into place somehow and you know, I’m thinking, it would be a great feeling, in the end, to be able to say to someone, “Hey you, you’re the one that almost got away.”

***

Got this from my sister and it got me thinking about everything.

Nothing is ever certain, I am not sure i'll be doing the right thing and if it's not, it's a mistake i have to live with.

Yet another year..

2009-12-31T00:50:00.002+08:00

And nothing has changed since the two last-day-of-the-year that has gone and the 29th of September 2007.

Hello, I still..

2009-12-29T21:33:00.003+08:00

Hope you finally see it.

29th day of the month, it's been 27 months. :'(

Google Chrome is wicked!

2009-12-28T21:48:00.000+08:00

Check out my Google Chrome. Try it! It's Awesome. :>

Maybe the children of a lesser god.

2009-12-26T14:24:00.002+08:00

This isn't new, but Jared Leto is suuuuuuper hot!! :*

Holly Jolly Christmas!

2009-12-25T13:43:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday Baby J! and Merry Christmas everyone! :*

Happy Almost Christmas Day!

2009-12-24T20:40:00.001+08:00

I'm alone this Christmas Eve. :'(

Do have fun, i'm spending Christmas with Spongebob and the gang. :P

Almost Here!

2009-12-23T21:58:00.001+08:00

Almost Christmas.

DING DONG!

2009-12-22T20:48:00.000+08:00

Christmas is closing in, as in real close. And i can't feel the holiday spirit. :P

Though, i just might. Probably SOON!

Happy Christmas ya'll!

Getaway

2009-12-21T20:42:00.000+08:00

Trinoma with my mom and my sister.

Twin sister and boy best friend. :P

2009-12-19T20:36:00.003+08:00

Turns out pati si Katapang slept over here last night, i had fun but i was super tired.

Nagbonding kami ni Katapang kasi at first, ayaw niya sumakay then second kasi walang jeep na empty yung harap. Tss.

Here are some of the Pet-Katapang landian moment:

There are many more in my Facebook, so check them out na lang. HEEHEE.

Multi purpose

2009-12-18T20:32:00.000+08:00

My mom's birthday and Paskuhan and all it's perks.

Happy Birthday MOM! LOVE YOU!

Paskuhan plus last day of classes plus 1E3 Christmas party, Pet's sleep over and HOLIDAY BREAK!

More sleep please!

new traditions!

2009-12-13T20:31:00.000+08:00

First Paskuhan ever! I'm super psyched!

i can hear the bells ringing!

2009-12-01T20:27:00.000+08:00

CHRISTMAS SEASON!

The most wonderful time of the year!

FAIL!

2009-11-29T20:04:00.000+08:00

Even in a totally new world, you never fail to cross my mind.

What else do i have to do? Please.

Miley Baby.

2009-11-23T14:57:00.000+08:00

The picture practically says it all.

OH SHIT!

2009-11-01T20:07:00.000+08:00

PSYCHED for my majorship shit! My future depends on it.

What more?

2009-10-29T20:19:00.000+08:00

I still couldn't i have all the right reasons and all the right actions, yet then again, I CANNOT. What else is left for me to try?

party in the USA. heehee.

2009-10-18T06:59:00.004+08:00

my blog is about to hit it's 3rd year mark and i am sooooo excited!

well, my finals starts tomorrow and i to have study and something i don't usually do. hahaha.

i'm a proud owner of a stupid, silly and useless blog running for 3 years and counting.

love, love, love you baby!

wait,shout out to my bebes, Jodie, Odessa, Rina and Amps. Miss ya'll. Ana K, Pam C, Roch V, Marlo R, Nica E and PP. LOVE LOTS! see you guys soon!

Oh Shit.

2009-09-29T17:15:00.003+08:00

I thought i could, but i couldn't. A glimpse of you brought back 2 years of tragedy i'd gladly experience again.

2 friggin' years.

i want ya to know.

2009-09-21T17:14:00.000+08:00

NO CLASSES BABY!

heehee, yun lang. :P

just say YES! :)))

2009-08-31T10:57:00.003+08:00

TO THE STC KIDS, CONGRATS!

you guys rocked the competition! i love you all and i miss you guys so much!

i wish i was there hinde para makita siya, but to support you guys and take all the stress away. kasi i bet roch was uber stressed and so was pam and nica of course. haha.

i had super fun with ate trixia last saturday! i super miss you guys talaga!

i promise to see you more often. and to be lucky sa inyo. :)) kahit hinde ako lucky in love. sana kahit sa inyo lang maging lucky ako. :)) i promise to go to your trainings. except tuesdays, kasi i have P.E. and tournaments except sundays, kasi i have ROTC.

thank you guys for a fun saturday. and thank you to the new kids.

CHIARA and SAB, congrats!

PAM and ROh-slash-POCH, ILY! keep on rocking. SEE YOU SOON!

NICA and TRIXIA, congrats happy coaches. IMY both!

at siyempre makakalimutan ko ba si ANA?

ANA, ILabYou talaga and i SUPER KADUPER UBER miss you! walang tatalo. next time, ikaw naman ang susuportahan ko ng sobra sobra!

i super wanted to see-slash-hear Peterson sing Love Story. :)) what the heck, i just might. THANK YOU STC KIDS! I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE you guys!

HAHAHappy Birthday! :P

2009-08-31T08:15:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Manda!

ILYandIMY!

glad to have spent 5 and more years with you!

lucky me!

2009-08-30T23:07:00.001+08:00

i don't think i'd be eating KFC chicken anytime soon.

ROTC in the morning. i wanna forget, badly!

ARC GA! super fun. thank you ate's and kuya's, kahit sumakit yung ngipin ko dun. :))

shout out to Pam, Ana, Roch, Nica, Fixi and Peterson. hehe, kausap ko kasi sila!

back to square one. psh!

2009-08-29T22:12:00.001+08:00

it's the 29th and i spent it with the STC kids, ate Trixia and the debate people in Xavier. :))

weird and mixed feelings. ER.

Poof!

2009-08-21T06:57:00.002+08:00

GOD, I'm FAILING! joke.

namiss ko lang siya sabihin. hahaha. i miss STC. sobra! but college is super fun! :))) ang labo.

you and your friends. :P

2009-08-20T07:01:00.000+08:00

GO USTE! hahaha.

uaap season fellas!

kaso mejo okay lang ang ust. :))) 5-4 hahaha.

i stole your picture! :)

2009-08-15T19:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRIXIE!

ILY!♥

tah-dah!

2009-08-13T07:09:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Odessa! love, love!

♥

and Sam, Happy Birthday! ♥

thank you and farewell.

2009-08-01T20:33:00.002+08:00

don't be sad, rather celebrate the life she lived, the legacy she left and the love that lay beneath the words she once said.

to a woman of grace and faith, thank you. forget she died but always remember she lived. forget her failures but remember the freedom she fought for. forget her mistakes but remember how she once bonded the Filipinos and took away the social classes. forget how she was an inexperienced politician but remember how good of a mother she was and how rooted to her faith she was.

remember how she smiled all her troubles and pains away and how she never shed tears for the painful battle she fought. remember the unending love between a husband and a wife that encompasses time and the limits of life. that even after death, the love remained to keep her holding on, continue the war against dictatorship and not give up.

now, she is not only with God but with the only man she loved all her life.

here's to a woman of justice and freedom.

never again...

2009-07-29T21:26:00.000+08:00

i threw all of your stuff away
then i cleared you right of my head
and i tore you right of my heart

finally! HA!

i got there! i knew i will and now i did.

♥

till you opened the doors

2009-07-23T20:38:00.001+08:00

some random, busy day. nakakastress yung masks a. :))))

pero thank you guys!

benta si manuel at si jervy e. yieeee! :))))

at syempre ang aking indian-ish look na nakita ni kuya. :))))

and nawindang talaga ako sa third floor. ♥

you make me crazier...

2009-07-22T21:33:00.002+08:00

freshmen tour and first yellow day!

i super love it. lalo na yung hapon part! hahahaha.

nalibre ko tuloy si Ralph ng large diet coke sa mcdo. :)))))

ILYSM RALPH SEKITO!

i'm asking him to change his ways...

2009-07-08T03:38:00.007+08:00

wala lang. nanonood ako ng Michael Jackson Memorial while trying to undrestand the theology article.

ang ganda ni Paris Jackson and ang gwapo ni Prince Jackson. nakakaiyak yung sinabi ni Paris. :')

"I just wanted to say I love him so much." - Paris Jackson

something about you is so addictive.

2009-07-07T21:22:00.001+08:00

i have been thinking about one thing for the whole day. he's got me addicted all over again. :)))

♥

i break down everytime you come around

2009-06-29T21:18:00.000+08:00

i think i'm getting there.

in your face! HAHA!

one for you and one for me.

2009-06-12T12:25:00.004+08:00

happy independence!

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because i am so in love with Selena and Taylor. hahaha. they share a same shirt.

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ang boring ny buhay ko and there's nothing fun/nice to say.

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okay ang labo ko.

happy birthday you silly.

2009-06-11T22:07:00.005+08:00

guess who.

wala lang super crush ko siya. :P

happy birthday Shia LaBeouf!

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plus i found someting on PerezHilton, again. it's Nick and Miley together again! as in as in they're romatic again. they were jet skiing in Georgia where Miley was shooting her new movie The Last Song.

apparently, underware model/Miley's boyfriend, Justin, confirmed their break-up by posting cheesy, sad tweets.

you're worth losing my self esteem...

2009-06-06T22:13:00.002+08:00

this is so cute. just like Miley and Justin's super cute pic.

i hope they're not just friendly. i really like them.

well you can tell Jesus that the bitch is back...

2009-06-05T15:53:00.005+08:00

Georgina may be bitchier than Blair but in real life, Michelle Trachtenberg is a civilized human being -- way better than Mrs. Wentz. hahaha.

i'm a big fan of Perez H. so i read a lot of his gossips and i came across an article about Mrs. Asslee Wentz.

the article said that Ashlee and Pete attended a party and so did Michelle Trachtenberg and her boyfriend. then the organizer made a mistake of putting both couples on the same table. at first everything was fine. Ashlee even showed Michelle baby pics of Bronx then when the booze came, Ashlee was so drunk that she gave Pete a lap dance like a stripper and grinded up on him all night. then she screamed to Michelle "i hope you know, that the whole time you were dating Pete, i was fucking him." then Michelle went to Ashlee and said "i've never said bad things about you. i'm happy for you guys.". then days after, Mrs. Wentz apologized.

what, what?

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i hate the weather and i run out of things to do.

a man on my hips...

2009-06-04T17:00:00.002+08:00

this is super funny! it's Joe Jonas dancing to Beyonce's Single Ladies. super funny! :)))))

it's a shame!

2009-06-01T16:13:00.001+08:00

i hated the trailer of New Moon. the only thing i liked about it is the part where Jacob transformed.

but here it is anyway.

Hopeful

2009-05-29T20:10:00.000+08:00

that i finally get there. I'm done being stuck, done trying. PLEASE!

see it through

2009-05-04T20:54:00.000+08:00

simple lang.

buhay baboy and Daria reruns. :P

your love was out!

2009-05-03T18:40:00.000+08:00

JONAS PREMIER! wala lang. ang saya niy panoorin and it gave methe chance to catch up with my teeny bopper self. :))

Sonny With Chance, Hannah Montana, Wizards Of Waverly Place.

plus i got the chance to watch episodes of Gossip Girl, CSI, CSI NY and CSI MIAMI.

why can't you see?

2009-05-02T08:16:00.006+08:00

the new Taylor video. it's so nice.

hinde siya super maganda pero kakaiba siya. hinde siya cheesy basta, hinde siya corny. nagagandahan ako. kinikilig ako at hinde ako makaget over. :P

ang ganda ni Taylor

&&

sobrang cute ni Lucas Till!! :">

enjoy!

if you could see that i'm the one who understands you
been here all along so why can't you see?
you belong with me.

you wanna cash out

2009-05-01T06:19:00.003+08:00

yes, i am awake. :P

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Happy May 1 guys, because...

the new Katy video is OUT!!!!

Katy's Hot and it's AWESOME. :))

NEW ICONS, here i come!

don't be a baby, remember what you told me?

eating their inside

2009-04-29T18:35:00.002+08:00

BUKAS NA GUYS! can't wait.

ang excited ko. :))

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i'm not supposed to remember but i did anyway. darn.

everyday of our lives.

2009-04-24T06:01:00.000+08:00

oo ang loser ko ngayon ko lang napanood. oo na.

pero ang hot ni Zac Efron. Super.

fine, ang adik ko na. :P

:))

why do you keep saying goodbye?

Remember what you told me.

2009-04-23T08:01:00.003+08:00

I LOVE THIS MOVIE!

basta ang ganda talaga. ang weird ng plot kasi they fell in love overnight. as in yung buong movie was 12 hours of their lives or something. pero nainlove sila in the end. tapos naging sila officially 4 ng umaga. :)) pero sa book baliktad yung situation. basta. ang ganda!

and they found Fluffy!

and

ang cute ni Michael Cera! ♥

and

ang ganda ng soundtrack!

have you ever fallen in love over a kiss? how about a minute? or someone you know but never really met? over someone else's music?

17 Again, again. :))

2009-04-22T07:39:00.000+08:00

i finished it! finally. :)) super ganda nung story.

super hot ni Zac and super funny nung movie. surprisingly, it was good, it had everything in it. so watch it! :))

shet, gusto ko mag spoilers.

basta ang ganda niya. and ang hot talaga ni Zac! :P i'd wanna watch it again. and speaking of watching it again, sa wakas, lalabas na us!

to Rina, Jodie and all: oo sige sasama ako. kaso maiinis kayo kasi pag kinilig ako kikiligin talaga ako.

to Jodie and Odessa: naalala niyo yung twilight? :))

to Rina, Jodie and all again: oo sige pupunta ako! excited na me! at gusto me magspoilers! :))

my favoite line:

you're the best decision i ever made, i just forgot.

nothing else i can say.

2009-04-21T16:52:00.003+08:00

i know i've been on the Zac craze for the past months and days.

pero,

CONGRATS UPDS for a great tournament! and Congrats kay ate claire and the whole UPD A.

potek! ang galing ni YANG and ng UPD A! sobra!

&&

ang sarap ng Creme Brulee sa Makati Sports Club! :))

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spent the day with the awesome Pam and Ana, and the UPDS people.

Pam, lesson learned: ang putanesca ay RED sauce. at ang 7Up ay kay Philip. :))

Ana, ang sarap kumain sa UP diba? :)) ang sweet mo kasi suot mo pa din yung necklace na bigay ko. :'>

Pam and Ana, i will miss you both!

and ang late ko na nakauwi. pero super FUN! 'till next year guys!

17 Again!

2009-04-21T08:24:00.000+08:00

I am watching 17 Again and super funny and super hott ni Zac lalo na nung lumabas siya ng car scene tapos naka Aviators siya! AHHH! nakakakilig.

pero hinde ko pa siya tapos kasi i have to go to UP again, now. so itutulog ko siya later.

and i might throw in a little spoiler. :)) or maybe not. Later!